Depression = packing house ?
Another rock bottom. There’s been so many. When does it stop? now a Sudden devastating Break up over a miss communication and misunderstanding 8wks ago. We were perfect for years it was amazing. Best relationship happiest I’ve ever been. My partner left me and won’t reply my apology and accountability video I sent him. I’m severely depressed sobbing everyday and all I can do is throw away all my belongings and packing house into boxes, putting things on curb etc. I live on protein shakes. Im struggling to get to work. I’ve been planning start new life somewhere else away from everyone and everything. I quit my side job at my gym and left community. I’m searching rentals. I’m also searching suicide success and NDE stories. My life has been all devastatingly painful one thing after another. I’m alone and I don’t want to continue battling to survive in today’s world. All I can do is pack house up. I know everyone will say there reason to live and keep going but really being free in spirit feels much like liberation from heavy painful earth. My birthday 42 soon may be last.