u/LiteratureSouth

Been seeing/dreaming of pictures/video with snakes and I’m 100% sure that I’m being betrayed AGAIN.

Middle aged woman here, I feel like I was never taught any manners. I’m so reactive to everything and anything and my reactions are so intense. I don’t think before I act.

People would give me sound advice but they never stay in my brain. I usually forget the advice and by the time I remember, it’s already too late because I’ve already created a mess.

It’s 0430 and I’m fixated again on something that brought me heartache. I want to stop this once and for all but my depression and anxiety gets in the way.

My heart is racing again. I just want to be hugged and be told that everything will be alright.