u/LittlePlatypus8559

It didn’t take a lot of convincing after years of thinking about this. My doctor won’t prescribe birth control so he won’t help me.

I feel it’s unlikely I feel a bit dizzy and nauseous day 2 more anxious is it in my head I don’t want to take this med. Worse sleep sweating increased appetite I’m already taking Mirtazapine Concerta and topiramate to prevent weight gain Mirtazapine why add this on top. I am ate more could not sleep sweating why would I take this I’d rather be a bit more depressed eat less sleep normal not sweat all the time

I never thought the diagnosis was actually considered a diagnosis I thought it was suspected but not a diagnosis. This is a shock to me to see this in a report several years later. I thought about pursuing a diagnosis presently, but it seemed either too expensive or emotionally taxing. In the report it says previous records indicate a diagnosis of autism spectrum disorder. Currently all I have is this discharge report. Not sure what to do now.

It turns out I was actually diagnosed with autism this whole time I thought it was just a maybe. When I was younger and got diagnosed my family got mad at the psychologist and called them to complain and also complained that they dared to discuss sexuality. Now I am only seeing that it was an actual diagnosis years later after I requested my medical records, it’s been forgotten now I need to reclaim it. But before I knew this when I brought up getting an assessment they things like oh everyone is a bit autistic or Jerry Seinfeld says he’s autistic but he’s fine. They shame me for not being where they were at me age and yell at me. I was recently in a mental hospital and they are trying shame my into working and doing school at the same time when the doctor said not too. I feel like they are trying to overwhelm me on purpose. Also when I was younger was a horrible childhood it was terrible teachers hinted at issues but they just ignored it and never got me any help and told me to suck it up. I only currently have a discharge report written by psychiatrist with diagnosis on it from years ago saying there are previous records but maybe it seems like there’s a diagnosis. Maybe I can get help I am so burnt out not doing well this environment is not good for me.