just wandering that in today's job market there are lot of layoffs and competition is huge. Even if you are deserving, you might not get any view due to pure bad luck. If someone assures you X recruiter views, will you pay them?
I was in school when I fell in move with a girl. She was not very hot, but she was really cute and had a smile for which I could do anything. We dated for 8 years. I came from a middle class family and my aim was to study and get a good job and then marry her. I worked hard so fucking much that in the process, I didn’t live enough. I always thought that once I save enough money, I can marry her and then we will always be together, but this life is shitty. We found out that she is a manglik and I am not. She tried for many years, but her parents were reluctant. Also, I am from a punjabi family and she was a jain. Everything was so fucked up and we had to breakup. Now, I have a good salary, my parents are happy, but I am not. I always wanted to spend my life with her and live every moment. People say that we can find love again, but how? I lived my school and college life with her. Every moment. Now, I have to go for arrange marriage or even if I go for love marriage, she will take decisions based on what I have, what I can provide her in the future and not for who I am. In the end, this loneliness kills me. Fuck this world, fuck indian culture, fuck religions and fuck off this manglik matching.
tl;dr: We couldn’t get married because of manglik issue. I hate kundli matching and how people values them so much above love