Whether I’m editing the DB pre game or if it’s managing my roster or events around with signings, releases, scheduling, etc. - I feel like I spend way too much time setting things up for a save I end up replacing in a couple of months anyway
For me it’s Lightfang Enforcer. Before we had all of the options we have now, menagerie was easily my favorite way to play because of its diverse possibilities. I would choose lightfang over Brann on some triples because Lightfang was my homie.
For my least it’s that old tier 3 2/1 dragon with divine shield and reborn. I hated that bitch so much because so many combats for me would end with the only thing standing being that little fucker without any attachments left.
It’s between this season and probably the earliest few seasons when a cards like Battlemaster and pogo hopper were top notch.
I like this season in particular because, to me at least, every game feels different. I think it’s the most balanced the tribes have been, probably since they first introduced dragons(I think they were the first new one I remember?). I’m only at 6k because once I hit 6k I kinda stop playing to win and just fuck around lol but I feel like this season more than ever caters to my fucking around-ery actually having a chance because of all of the different builds.
Basically, I appreciate replay-ability.
So I’m going to start a save as modern AEW, with ROH as developmental. Haven’t decided if it’ll be in PWS or TEW.
I can sign as many people as I want, whenever I want. Play the save as I please. But I have to spin the wheel and fire one person at random from my payroll each week. And I can never rehire them. All are eligible.
So yeah I’m either gonna be doing that the next 10 hours or falling asleep in the next 10 minutes so wish me luck y’all
So maybe this will get no traction but this morning and recently I’ve been feeling a ton of remorse as well as have been feeling extremely stupid for a lot of choices I made during my most recent manic episode that ended back in April.
I figured talking about shit is normal protocol for feeling better about things, so I’m just gonna make this post for myself and hopefully others to freely share some of the dumb shit we’ve talked ourselves into doing while we were manic or in psychosis.
This last episode, I had just ended things with the girl I was seeing for awhile because she wasn’t willing to take the next step I had been waiting for for a year with her and I didn’t want to just be fwb forever.
What did I do next when I got so anxious and manic the second I was alone again? First I got a second job that I thought I could get away with working while simultaneously working my remote job. Next? Got on a dating app, and moved a stranger into my house a week later. She was a crackhead and a criminal and believe it or not, she started quickly stealing from me while I was out at my second job. 4 weeks, lots of yelling and threats and a few court dates later, I now have a restraining order against her. Can’t believe that was only a few months ago.
That is over 6 months of my life spent on this game mode in the last 7 years. I work from home and I feel like especially the first few years of BG were easy enough to multi task (less APM based) where I could play and work at the same time most of the day that I just got into a habit that I never fell out of. I suck much more now because I still try to do both at the same time lol but yeah.
One of these days I’m considering thinking about touching grass. One of them.
I honestly don’t even know anymore. Other people make me feel that way. Because every time I have an intense moment or especially sustained period of emotion I just have this feeling that everyone who knows me well just assumes I’m manic. And it kind of makes me think “have I really ever been a healthy version of happy or am I just manic happy? How do I know the difference?”
So yeah, fellow bipolarites, what’s the difference between a healthy amount of confidence and happiness and manic? Other than sleep patterns?