u/LivingInCuriosity18

I am a 31 year old male. I’ve been straight my whole life and never experienced anything but a woman’s touch. Dated a woman for over 8 years and almost had a child and got married. I’ve always thought male genitals were attractive but as of lately there is nothing more that turns me on. I honestly enjoy looking at penis more than a woman’s vagina. I have absolutely no attraction to a man other than when I see a nice penis and it makes my mind go crazy. Not sure this is because I’m in a dry spell or if this is actually what I truly want. Curious to hear from people who are going through the same thing or have gone through this before. Maybe I should just go through with giving oral and just figure it out? Maybe I’d regret it?