u/LocksmithPure7543

for reference I'm 17 5'8 and 280lbs. as a freshman. not only that. a freshman who's supposed to be a SENIOR. Not to mention this is a completely new school I have no friends here whatsoever. IN MY FIRST PERIOD I didn't get to choose where to sit and I had to sit at a group and it was next to a girl and a guy and the girl literally saw me come over and scooted away making a disgusted face to her friend. I don't know if people really cared about my weight besides that but I'm sure they did more than they let on. I'm also ugly and like 3 periods are completely filled with students and it's so bad. Reason I'm a freshman when I'm supposed to be a senior is because of me getting out of 6th grade and not doing my homeschool for years. Yes I acknowledge this is my fault don't flame me. But I get stressed around a lot of people. Even if only 3 of my periods have a lot of people and the rest dont I still desperately want to get those changed because it was a lot on me. I know it seems like I'm being a little baby but unless you're me you really can't understand what I myself feel. I didn't even eat breakfast or lunch I've been starving all day and nauseated. In my algebra class there was some girls at my table talking about 2 mans and cheating and weed and vapes and skipping periods. It was so uncomfortable for me. gosh I really dont wanna do any of that. I want to be homeschooled and actually do the work but I know my parents wont let me. I haven't really been bullied but people have given me looks and I don't do well around a bunch of people like that. Anybody have any advice? I'm in 2 credit academies to hopefully be a senior soon or something but if I can't deal with the first day of school how will I deal with the rest??

Hi. I'm a HUGE cowboys fan. I love football. I know how the game works for the most part, but I just got back into school after not doing it back in 6th grade. Im supposed to be a senior. Now I'm a freshman because I didn't do any school. Im in some accelerated program. I just moved to this high school with no experience. I'm 280 lbs , 5'8 and 17 this month. I know I'm really big but I do think football could help me lose weight honestly. I know I'm short but I don't want to let that discourage me. I really just need advice I'm stuck between do I do football next year, or do I do it this year. Part of me wants to be a bencher, Part of me doesn't want to do the workouts, I can't even do a pushup. But I know that It's gonna help me to lose weight. What do you guys think?? I would have to do twoadays which is really gonna suck but at the same time, maybe this is what I need. Please give me some advice on my situation.