Can a Spell Get Cancelled?
Hi I am new to the witch community so please do not be too harsh. So I have already done a contact spell and I have been lighting a candle every night to keep the energy going. Well yesterday I couldn’t stop crying so I got on my knees and prayed aloud to Aphrodite and Eros begging them to bring him back to me that I would do anything that he is my only true desire. I felt this wave of calm and sudden urge to finish my task so I could tell they responded. I felt this hand on my shoulder so I figured it was Aphrodite. After I lit the candle at I asked her to guide me through the next spell. An hour later i was going to layer a spell but it quite literally backfired. I wrote “his name, come back to me. Be with me, be mine. You want a relationship with me. You want me to love you, you love me. Reach out to me. Im waiting for you.“ in red ink. I then ripped the paper a bit so it would be smaller but it wasn’t small enough but I figuried it would be fine. I used tweezers then used the white candle to light it and it immediately was too big so I had to put it out with water before it burned all the way. All the words burned off and are now black pieces. I only have second degree burns on my hand no damage was done to my hair. But I panicked . I messaged the target but he’s not gonna see it til he wakes up I regret texting him but cant unsend them. Were the deities punishing me? My intent was not to force love I was just desperate and when lightning it I was focused and thinking about happy memories me and him had together. Was this their way of getting me to reach out to them first? did the spell still work? Like since it didn’t burn all the way or me having to put it out will it make him pull away? If u have any advice I will appreciate it.
I understand it was my poor fire safety but sometimes gods punish mortals by making things extra big for example the fire was bigger then it was supposed to be. Others may say the fire was bigger because of passion and some may say the gods took “anything” too seriously so they wanted something to happen that led me to reach out first. I know Im over analyzing Im just still very shaken up as u can imagine. Im mainly anxious about what my ex will text me back.