u/Long_Challenge9444

Hi Cousins,

Hope all is going well . Let me get to business so i dropped out of school after finishing my Senior four . This was because of financial issues and a sick family member.

Even since then i have been trying to get back in school but to be honest i don't know where to start. I am actively trying to learn Data Science on my own. And things are going not bad. But my dream is to one day study abroad, i want to go back to school since some roles do require a minimum of a degree but the funny thing is don't how .

I am writing this in a position of looking for knowledge since i know or think i might not be the fast person to have got this problem.

I am open to any form of advice and thanks in advance.

I just fill over whelmed. I dropped of school in O level due to financial issues. All this happened when i was in Uganda. Till this day i haven't gone back to school . I have a passion to study Data science but am afraid that if i don't have a degree which again needs me to have a A level certification i won't go any where.

I need your help on how i can get in to tech a a dropout of such caliber. I want to learn and i wish to go study till i get a masters however as of now i don't know what to do .

I need you help cousins any advice is appreciated.

I am currently undergoing something scary. I nolonger sleep well this day just because when even i get sleep i picture losing my loved ones and to make matter worse when i wake its like my brain just gets my surroundings sounds and it plugs them in my dreams .

I fill bad and this happens whenever i try and stop >!masturbating!<.

Like now this >!masturbation!< has become a way to stop those dreams in my perspective.

This thing hurts me i have now reached a point where i just Don't know what is wrong with me.

This thing happens a lot i can be there watching YouTube then boom , am going to sleep same issue i just >!masturbate!< to stop it .

If any one has face one this issues how did you overcome kubanga ehh. Its a lot

Am teahing my self Data Science i do have the resources and what to cover. However this fear of me having dropped of school some time back just makes me fear this things and it raises a lot of negative what ifs and i hate feelings. For context its was after O level when i had t9 drop out due to lack of money. I would like are there people like me who have really made it even though no in the tech space. I would love to hear what you guys have to say.

I want to study but i don't how to read like my focus is so bad when i decide to read of learn plus i get anxiety when i try to read.

As a drop out trying to teach me self its hard. I have this problem were i make a lot of errors when writing . Brain freezes when i try to read . Like a 404 error mwe.

Some would say i don't like to read but this is a different case when i am making my analysis on something , research on a topic its all smooth till i be like let me try and read the moment my brain registers this pharsed i just hug fear come everything bad happens to me .

I am not doing this for anyone. But i want to make my young self proud i need to study . I don't know it this is a mental issue or its just some demon, witch craft simanyi i just have to assume now since like i don't know .

THE NUMBER OF TIMES I HAVE WRITTEN AND DELETED THIS THING I AM GOING TO JUST POST THIS SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME WITH ADVICE . I don't know how to control my brain , body and emotions basically i don't what thing now.