u/Longjumping_Gap1266

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I have my jee advanced in 1 day and i argued a lot cause my mom ain't allowing me to go to a good college which I will be able to get through spot round she is just acting v cruel w me, i really don't wanna stay here I am so done w this life, I even told them I will commit s**ced if they don't send me which is true and i did try to ch** myself after my result and also did the sh shit but my sister caught me, as this house is filled w toxicity and even this city, i js can't be w such relatives who mocks u for no reason, already I have been depressed this whole year due to other stress and studies and gave up on my life multiple times and i really wanna go somewhere else maybe pune mumbai delhi kolkata, I wanna make new friends, maybe go to my bf be w him forever, but not in this house, they still act like as if someone d**d in this house or smthg, even if someone die nobody lit nobody be like this when it's almost 15 days since the results came, and they are just pissed off because I didn't score what they wanted me to score like and so mom is not agreeing on me going to other state/city to study, I swear if I be here even for 1 year more I am fs going to be mentally dead...

Even asmitaaa, thank god she is not being a clout chaser atp and taking stand for herself...

Iske pehle to kabhi paps ese unknowingly usko capture nahi kiya h!? Car se nikalte hue, that means they were waiting for her and she called them and ewww how fake she looked when paps came like so shocked lmao I am having a good laugh honestly. 😭

Cause once this sub used to be so good and real people used to be here and not nibbi, I am getting downvoated by just giving my opinions about her, like once it was 100% downvotes and now 51% 48%, are people becoming her fan or nibbis ghus gyi is sub m????

My mom still does that, it feels like I have become distant from my family, they don't talk much w me anymore, this is so hard, I have a bf he is the only one who supports me and truly supported me after that harsh result, hsc board fuccked me all over, I know that's not my result i did much more than that and I know i deserve more than that, i gave for reval but I am gonna go for improvement too, I scored 60 and everyone was disappointed and my mom still is, she said today that "its fine now now focus on next exam" but then continued by saying "itki laz yete tujhe marks vichartat koni tr" "dok khali padhlay" my dad doesn't say anything related to this nor my sister but my mom is just disappointed as if I just did some crime, I know my result is the worst but did they just forget my jee score??? Or my 10th result??? I am not sad because of my marks cause I know my worth v well and I know how fucked this board is but these taunts kill me every single day, my mom always always scolds me and says I am just giving them immense amount of tension, when all i did was trying my best in everything i do I wonder if my parents would agree for colleges that are out of my city i really cant survive in this shit hole where 1000 of relatives comes to u and mocks u i want to go away from all this shit maybe w my bf and just live w peace, I myself earn 10k monthly ion need these people honestly...

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Bhai my mom dad is so fucking pissed, my mom is living in the house as if someone died or something worse has happened to someone, bhaii i swear i swear maharashtra boarddss kiii mkcutee chii bhaii itne gande marks dal he, bhaii mera 20 marks confirm sahi tha aur unhone sirf 7 marks Dale he???? Boundary pe pass hue hu mei??? Also bhaii ye computer science mei to l*de lag gye bhaii 33 marks????? Ek to practical mei kam diye hoge ya fir boards walo ne but itne kam??? Ek ek program ratta krke gyi thi bc sab sab 10 10 points likh ke aayi hu for this??????? Bc fck this baord bhai meri badnami ho rhi he har jagah ab, pehel to travel krte krte result aya wo bhi cousin tha ab thoda baada ke bhi marks nahi bata skti relatives ko kyuki ye cousin sabko bata dega aur jo has rhe he kuch log mere pe, mere relatives bol rhe he "pata tha yahi hone wala" "vedu se yahi ummid thi" "vedu ko achhe nahi aye yrr" ese ese bol rhe he bhai itni badnami 😭😭😭😭😭🥲 bhai esa lag rha he koi mar gya he Ghar pe, na ma baat kr rhi he na papa baat kr rhe h bhai srsly this baord has fcked me from left right and centre.

I am legit so done, my mom dad got the news that tomorrow's my result and I saw how tensed they are looking not my dad but my mom I am legit so scared I never really cared about 12th and studied v less for boards people doesn't even care to look at your jee or mhtcet percentile even if its good mine was good though in first attempt but did anybody asked? Not at all but 12th is like the most imp thing in a relatives life, I remember how that one unc who comes to my house almost everyday, from the very start of 2025 he was screaming in my ears that you are in 12th now and u should be studying and almost everyday he comes and mere khudse zyada us bhadwu ko chinta h mere boards ki and I am damn sure he is the one who called my mom dad and said result arhha he kal, i lit stopped thinking about boards anymore, I know my result is ruined already idk how to face mom dad and the society, this kills me almost every single day, I want a good college which I could get actually i cracked jee main w a good percentile but will my mom dad send me to any other city for studies?? Will they disown me?? 😭😭 Ya kya wo mujhe pahad se fek dege??? Me kya reason du ki jee pe focus kr rhi thi which is real?? But ye meri hi galti he I need to solve this on my own, I am scared if I fail.cause ion remember what the fck I even wrote in my maths exam i js hope I don't fail and I really wish 60-70% s😀😀😀

So she told that diksha aur uska zyada violent jhagda hua which is true also, and she expects akansha to say this and tell and appreciate her in front of the whole world which is actually actually needed suzzane has always been there was her, haggu also did but she always chose sorab and gullu suzzane was never pn top of her list, even in interviews someone asked her she took suzzane's name and then said no no sorab I am more close to him now could see how this haggu is nothing but a double faced person always was, in the whole fight scenario did we see her anywhere talking about suzzane and how she protected her???