should i sleep with this guy the second time i see him?
I (f18) have known this guy (m19) for 6 years. we met online, lived JUST ONE state apart and didnt meet up until yesterday. i met his mother. everything was greaaatttt. like 10/10. some kissing, which was already pushing it because im celibate. no penetration. he 100% respects my decision. we've talked about what would happen if i decided to have sex with him and it was a mutual understanding that we would have to be SERIOUS. i want to sleep with him so bad but im okay with just doing what happened yesterday 1000000 times over. i guess this isnt even about him, im ready to do it. its js my two years of celibacy, down to drain.
he asked me to come over next wednesday but i have a test on thursday so i probably cant do that. but he genuinely wants me to sleep over with him friday-sun. his birthday is that saturday. him as a person is nothing new to me but im just now able to see hes clingy like me. im literally ranting. should i do it or no??? i like him smm. based off yesterday, i know the sex would be good because he was prioritizing the things i liked and wanted to feel. like being squeezed and some other painful stuff. he seems very experimental & did wtv i asked.