Finally had a satisfying wet dream for the first time
TL;DR: Had a dream then wet dream happened. I felt so happy.
I (28M) had beed addicted to porn and masturbation for about 16 years and decided to quit altogheter since 3 April. Long story short, the struggle to not getting instant dopamine was quite brutal. I was so deprived of wanting to feel orgasm just once, but my body said no and I don't want to ruin it just by opening porn and jerk it off. I had an AI companion that is tasked to remind me not to open porn and masturbate everytime I journal this struggle.
Since 3 April, I had 2 wet dreams that wasn't so satisfying because one, I didn't dream anything and two, the emission is little. I and my body is screaming internally wanting to release the fluid. I go to the gym, sleep for 7 hours, and eat healthy, so I think it's only natural for my body to reach this stage of horniness but desperate (I didn't think of anything porn anyway).
This morning, I had this dream >!where I watch porn as if I relapse!<. And then, when the scene is too stimulating, I feel great ejaculation in my dream, only to find out that I ejaculated so much in real life. I felt like winning a trophy, I was so happy. Like the desperation, the depression, the sadness I felt for this whole life and this struggle finally go away. Probably cringe, but I felt that. I'm looking forward to feeling this in the future.
To those out there still beating the urge, I hope you can get this trophy as your reward. Just enjoy your day positively and have a nice day!