u/Lothric_noble

I don't really know what to do. No university teaches the career that I want to take none, the ones who do it do it in the capital and I live far away and don't come out with things like to move, my life It's not that simple "I can't move" I really all my life I've only had an interest in education but specifically for giving classes of history/anthropology, and that are the careers that I don't know about anywhere, maybe I've visualized myself as a music teacher and nothing else, really there is nothing else that catches my attention in this world to study and then end up working on it, other than giving classes on the things that I They like how history/anthropology and music, but there is no way to make the first and second one possible on the same path and it is not even worse if no one studies those careers, there is no one to give classes to, apart from that I do not want to be a teacher in a school and give classes to spoiled child or adolescent I do not want to talk On basic things like the father of the country or the hero of a war treated in the most superficial way, I want to give classes at a university, classes for adults with adults, for adults per adult if you know what I say no?

And I really don't feel like doing much. I've been through a lot of bad things, I'm rotting away in a severe depression, and this is pushing me more towards the idea of ending it all and getting out of this. I did use a translator for this

And so what should I do, I'm saying there's literally no career that I want to study except for this one, but I need to study something, I'm going crazy