I just did reiki on myself, and I experienced sensations like if I had gone and gotten it done. It feels very magical and a bit like I’m out of my mind.
I tried reiki once a while back when someone was learning, and a few times I had been in the hospital. I had a few profound experiences with it that I didn’t expect which lead to seeing someone every once in a while to recieve it. I was so enamored with it that I ended up taking a reiki level one course. Again, open mind and no expectations. This was last September I was certified for reiki level one. I wanted to practice on myself really, and be able to practice it on others however no one in my immediate circle wanted to go with it.
There have been 3 people who let me practice on them however it still felt very new and odd to me. I received positive feed back from the sessions but I just didn’t know really what I was doing. I have only ever practiced on myself.
Tonight, after a very off weekend. Decided to give it a go and did my thing, I cleared everything first and I closed my eyes and did a scan from head to toe. It was very subtle but felt everything. I think the clearest way I can explain it is I felt colors. Crown felt bright and vivid. It felt just right. Third eye was on fire and spent time here alright down and cooling. I got flashes of green here. Throat nice vivid blue and deep. It was dense though and worked a bit to settle it. My heart chakra is a bit harder for me, it always feels fine and I don’t get much insight here. I saw pink and green but i passed it quickly. My solar plexus was a bright shade of yellow, brighter than the others but it was wrong in a sense that it needed to slow. Like a flame that is jerking around and then slowly becomes still. I worked on this area and moved (hastily) to my sacral and immediately a dim faded almost deep brown- orange, under active and emotions quickly began to surface. I guided my yellow down a bit and then checked in with my sacral before moving on to my root. My root chakra was a deep dark shade of red, nearly black. I continued to push light down and even circled back to my crown, pushing light back through. I definitely felt a shift in my mind, my body, and spirit. I feel more balanced for sure.
The line between insanity and wonder is really thin.
It’s not that it goes against my training because truly it doesn’t. From what I’ve understood there are different processes internally for people I’ve had practice reiki on me. This is just new to me and I needed to acknowledge it somewhere. I’m curious to hear thoughts. Thanks!