u/Low-Task9372

Throwaway account btw. I've had plenty of fun with girls but recently started to accept that I think I really like guys more. I just had my first time with a guy and i think I did really bad. We talked once on grindr like a month ago and nothing happened but then he started hitting me up everyday for the past 4 days until today I was finally free to do something. I picked him up, found a spot to park and he started giving the best head I've ever had. I really wanted to fuck him but I just went soft when i tried. It ended with him sucking me again and I immediately got hard again and he swallowed. I did enjoy it but I'm embarrassed and don't know if i should text him again or not.