looking for answers
I wanted to come here and try to make sense of what I went through. it was only a month ago this started for me but it was insane. it started as strange clicking and water drop noises that turned into full conversations telling me what a piece of crap I am and that everything wrong I've ever done was seen and knew every insecurity I've ever had, then for 6 days nonstop told me terrible things about myself. it wouldn't even let me sleep. ugh it sounds so nuts but I'm a 41 year old with no mental illness history and then all of a sudden I put my family through this craziness with me but nobody else heard anything. it was outside of me and yet nobody else could hear it. then they made it clear to me that the more I talk about it the more people will think I'm nuts and now I feel helpless and alone in this. I'm from Philly btw and would love to talk to someone who understands this mess. why me? I am a nobody.