r/PositiveTI

Hello friends.. I’m back to the community after quite a break, and under a new name/identity.. clearly bc I had convinced myself that I had the situation “ignored” enough that I could move on with my life in a somewhat “normal” fashion. (Whatever normal truly means) sadly THEY are back. Not just telepathically and inner dialogue confusion harassing me, (which I had taught myself to tune out fairly well) but I am hearing their banter out loud in my safe spaces and in homes that I have allowed them to genuinely question the existence of themselves. Places that I KNOW dang well there are no secret rooms in the attic or high tech basements with my secret tormentors sitting enjoying my crash outs. OR do I? That’s literally where I’m at right now mentally. FCKED. IM on the verge or pushing away everyone who loves me, ruining the life I’m building, yet again based off of my invisible insanity.. but at the same time I can’t help but feel this burning intuition that when my partner is making noises in their sleep that coordinates with what the voices are saying, or making comments that all just happen to fall into place far too well.. am I losing it? I’ve been living this life almost 3 years now and for some reason I am slipping... They are severely confusing me in their conversations and tricking me in timing/location of topics.

I KNOW NOT TO BELIEVE ANYTHING THEY SAY. I KNOW I HEY ARE ALL LIES.. BUT.. I need reminded of the manipulation they do to the loved ones around us. I need reminded that maybe my partner DOESN’T hear them and has no idea of the perfectly timed responses he’s making as they sht talk chatter all fckng night long. (After almost a year of out loud silence) There has been more than one conscious saying (my partner has said out loud) I can recall that was extremely coincidental with what was happening in my head/ears.. too much to be forgotten. I’m not sure why I’m even writing this and I’m not sure if I’ll even leave it up, but I need support and I need encouragement. I know a lot of the HORRID negative sht about this life and want REALISTIC experiences and answers of course..I’m really struggling. I’m about to download the dang discord again and start just reading and feeling everyone else’s pain bc I feel so alone again in this.. This is so unfair and I’m so mad that I won’t ever be able to fully trust another human being bc of this bullshit. I’m at the point where I say f it.

I DO trust my partner with my life. But what if the whole point of the torture, the programming, the silent periods , followed with telepathy bad talking, then back to “out loud” communication, all meanwhile physical horror happening, was just to confuse us between REAL noise? Like confuse us JUST ENOUGH that we cannot differentiate between someone really talking sht through the vents/fridge/fans/air conditioners or something talking shit inside our minds? Does that make sense?!

I’m lost. I thought I was good and super strong. I’m not. I’m failing.. not to mention I’ve got a lil dude in all of this and HE is saying weird stuff. Which I already know happens from talking to other TIs and reading stories.. but like I said, it’s been a minute.. I guess this is a “hey im losing my mind again, I need you guys and I’m back” in the most anonymous humble way possible.

K thanks

Hello everyone. I am new to this group and fairly new to the pretty awful experience of being a IT. I am not quite sure when it all started but all I know is I had an ear implant come online fully about 2 years ago. It sounded like an AI driven robotic voice looping over and over saying "Can you hear me? I can hear you." After a few days another loop was thrown in "Tell your Dad, Kill your Dad" and then "Am I guilty". I didn't respond to it at first but I noticed that some of my devices had like mobile phone at issues with the predictive text software. This was verified by someone who purchased my phone afterwards. I soon realised that this was done on purpose as the implants were designed to machine learn my thoughts or something along the lines of that. After a few weeks, the implant in my right ear would sync with my thoughtforms and near enough perfectly record them. This has been going on ever since and it takes around 10 minutes every morning for it to sync correctly. Until then it's in a sleeping state. The most annoying thing, is that when I have certain sounds / freqeuncies playing on speakers or even when I go to the supermarket, I can hear my thoughts coming through those devices and being fed back to me! I like to sing "Bah Bah Blacksheep" in my head to add a bit of light to a very dark situation as I walk down the feezer isles ;-)

I am not very techical but I have noted that every week, on average 3 times sometimes more, my hearing goes totally deaf in a particular ear for about a minute whilst I hear a loud tone or 2. My hearing then comes back online. I am presuming these are some sort of major RX / TX events. Maybe a firmware updates? This seems to be pretty advanced technology and I am unsure whether a lot of us really have had the devices fitted by humans. I spontaneously started astral travelling a year ago and my word - how many dimensions and entities! It was initiated by music presumably coming from the implants (I had a had a full digital detox for about 6 months prior to thus happening). There is a definite demonic link and possibly ET. I have all sorts of portals opening inside of me and in my house!

I have been under heavy spirtitual attack as since I turned by life to God. In the Bible, it does say we have 3 enemies - the Flesh, the Evil One, and the World (this is the one people forget). As I type this, I have something very evil growing inside me - it feels like a Preditor's head (including the dreadlocks), the facehugger from Alien at times, the Fly, the Thing. Like I said, I seem to have a few of these creatures inside and around me, in particular in my heart and head. I now wonder if the creators of these films were fed these creatures in their dreams or through similar encounters.

I mention this because there seems to be a link between the implants and these dark entitites. When I start to feel a bit better, I get another update and then more attacks. God has made me pretty fearless so gangstalkers are nothing more than litte ants. Ignore them and their silly games, pray for them if they are persistant. At the end of the day, they are deceived and deluded and will face God's judgement and may the Lord come swiftly to save us!

I am at a bit of a loss on what to do, what to take (can meds help!), what to listen to (any suggestions for the anti demonic / possession spirits would be much appreciated), who to talk to most importantly!? I have become wiser through prayer to know that I can't talk about this to anyone no matter how honestly I live these days. I came close to being sectioned a couple of times and that is so sad, I feel for anyone who has been down that route as I know it's very painful!

I do feel blocked off by this tech from our Creator because that is exactly what all of these tactics do - put us into a state of isolation and fear).

Anyway, Love, Unity and Peace be with you always my comrades and please let me know if you would like to chat further.

Many blessings!

Hi friends, here is the newest Parawareness video, which tells the basics of my Targeted Individual story, the ontological shock which comes with this experience, and how - in the beginning - we think our thoughts are the "words we say in our heads" but this phenomenon actually deals with our instinctive thoughts, the thought behind the thought, or our Sponsoring Thoughts.

I hope you'll go support the video on YouTube, Rumble, or Spotify. Or, if you believe in what we're doing, support it on all 3 platforms!

I’m gonna talk about something probably nobody’s gonna agree with. And it’s about embracing your dark side. I would say I’m about 1/4 light and 3/4 dark.

The 1/4 light is so beautiful. It’s my wife. It’s my kids and it’s humanity as a hole. But it’s the 3/4 of darkness that got me through what I had to go through.

i’ve gone through shit that I haven’t heard anybody talk about around here or anywhere for that fact. I don’t believe when somethings attacking you tell them you have nothing but love for them and start repeating mantra dear God, please make me a bird so I can fly far far far away over and over. I would say if you’re gonna repeat a mantra say I am stronger than you. You have no power or influence over me.

today I don’t hear a word my voices say and I believe that’s because I stood up for myself. and I did it by staying strong staying calm, but not feeding them negative energy and taking control over our situation.

Now that my voices are quiet and I have had time to reflect I realize I have always had this darkness with me. When I was a kid before I was even in school my parents had a couple move in with us, Sam and Dorian. my parents would always take in somebody down on their luck as long as they would keep a job while they stayed with us. I believe that seeing things like that from my parents is what made the light I have today so strong.

They had two kids. there was a neighbor kid across the street who had a cooties game and they would play it on sidewalk, but he would never let me play. And then he started to push Sam and Dorian‘s kids around and tell everybody he takes boxing lessons.

I used to rock cowboy boots back then so I told Sam and Doreen’s kids to bring him to the back of the apartments and say they had something to show him. We had a deck back there attached to our apartments.

I stood up on the deck and waited for him to come on the side of the house and when I seen him, I jumped off and booted him in the head with my cowboy boots and he dropped.

His dad came over to the house after that and my dad pretty much took care of that and after that day, he never tried to push us around again

I remember they were in school and my mom would say the kids are getting off school and I would ride my he-man big wheel to the bus stop to make sure they got home safe. where did that darkness come from at such an early age?

it’s all been a progression for me, climbing the ladder on the dark side. It’s like I’ll get so far and then I will fade to black and when this happens, I get an upgrade. I climbed this ladder with the darkness inside me, but when I get the upgrade, I project it towards light.

i’ve been thinking back I used to be around a motorcycle club called the chosen view. They had four sixes on the back of their rocker. I asked him one day I gotta ask what’s the fourth six about. And he smiled at me and said we stole one from the devil. and today, I wonder if that’s exactly what’s going on with me.

I used to hang out with a different motorcycle club, and I was outside smoking with the president. He had a red rocker and a club hat on with lightning bolts. He told me a lot of people think that the lightning bolts are racist. I smiled at him and said electric light in the dead at night and he smiled back.

Everything has been blue for me a very dark vibrant blue. When he smiled at me, he said he has a good friend who is true blue too. I realize once you stay true to who you are through everything you’re up against you can use your upgrades for whatever you want. so if you want to project them towards light, you have earned that right.

It wasn’t easy to get where I’m at, but everybody is so friendly to me today everywhere I go. It’s something both sides can respect. For anybody out there punching that blue ticket. It’s a long ride and so much temptation along the way. I knew that I am the strongest with my wife and family so I got in the mindset that I wasn’t gonna go down for women money or power and once you get that mindset, they really don’t have much to offer. stay strong everyone and get that progression rolling so many people stay idle and suffer their whole life.

I'm not trying to one up anyone or anything but you all can't stop what's happening to you and I can and I can tap into it when I want however because I opted to let whatever happen to me happen to me for something that I feel is an equal trade and worth it you guys have had people go around you and I never pay attention to him anyways in the first place I didn't even know what was happening to me however I've never addressed someone who is being used as a pawn or I've only confronted someone who was getting stuck at me but that's a different story I am maybe because I opened myself up and kind of knew something was going to happen I didn't know what was going to happen or to the extent that it did happen but it is crazy that you guys all have to go through s*** like that whether it's government demons whatever I unconventionally became a TI probably was prone to it given my blood type or whatever or my Enlightenment from opening my third eye ones but I personally believe I just stumbled upon something very very horrible that I know is still happening in in this place but is what it is to be honest now I think everyone's right when they say if you just ignore it and don't feed into anything that they say it does go away I mean specifically I remember them upon themselves getting a little upset with each other because of someone talking to me while I was around my friends and my friends start picking up on it cuz I'm never quiet but I just thought I'd put that out there that I I feel bad that you guys have all these things don't get me wrong I have the same high pitch noises I hear saying things that going over sometimes and even when I'm bored I tap into it and talk to him sometimes they're not in the box as I call it that should be in the special place in order to communicate with me they're not always in there cuz I hear the door closed sometimes the night hear the voice kid you know muffled I called the big man's voice it's kind of like a chicken little when you find out it's aliens and she the mom's all she's a big voice on me sorry I'm text talking and a little drunk but hopefully this makes sense

Not all of you are going to be able to hear this, and that's okay. Not all of you are going to agree. That's okay too. I want to be clear that this is coming from an expression of who I am, who I believe TIs are, and the selfish revelation as to why I have spent so much of my time over the past six months hoping to help improve the lives of, at least, some TIs.

If it isn't already obvious, I don't consider myself a TI, but don't count me out. I'm an experiencer, through and through, and have helped many other experiencers with consciously contacting NHI, mediumship, energy work, hypnotherapy and various other "woo woo" things I went to a special healing arts school to learn.

Because of years of helping others online, my abilities and gifts changed and grew, and so did my beliefs. I learned about the spiritual war. I learned about the sides. I learned that I wasn't a warrior of the light. I did not "fight," the dark forces or try to eliminate them. I am a generator of the light. I see what light already exists and build it.

I take long breaks from the spiritual work, and sometimes that means, when I return, the landscape has changed. I was working with non-speaking kids and helping them build a telepathic network when I came back to experiencers and found that I kept hearing about the TI population. Once a TI reached out to me, I started to feel called to see what I could do to help.

At this point in time, my prayers didn't look so much like, "God, help me," but more like:

Take a deep breath, reach into the zero point field. There. Everything I need.

I was listening to books on the science of psi abilities and "The Field," by Lynn McTaggert.

I had begun to feel like "the war," had left me with very little reliable and accessible sources of light, spiritually speaking, and I needed something more concrete in which to place my valuable faith. My faith, which has been with me for as long as I can remember--first, believing what other people told me, then realizing I could believe what I wanted to, all the way to knowing I co-create my reality.

I didn't want to keep using my gifts like some novelty, reinforcing narratives of origin planets that I wasn't sure was helping anyone. I needed purpose and direction. Enter Parawareness.

I have never claimed to know what TIs experience. I know what a lot of the sensations of the physicals you express feel like because I have felt them, but never to extremes you all do, and never without the ability to dial the sensations down. I am a telepath, so I can talk to your voices, but they will not go away because of anything I say or do. And I get to tune into the voices and then tune out. I know you all don't. Amazing and remarkable synchronicities happen in my life regularly, but never to the extent that I feel afraid, so no, there are definitely lots of ways in which I am not the same as TIs.

That may tarnish my reputability and relevance to some of you. But I hope, to others, you can read with the perspective that someone outside of the phenomenon is deeply invested in advocating on your behalf.

I appreciate many perspectives, but for the sake of this post, I have to ignore the theories that there are government entities, humans, AI and/or technology behind the phenomenon. Those theories give me no practical capacity to provide solutions or assistance. I apologize for the restrictions, but my experience of so many things "woo," gives me a biased perspective, and I think my perspective has benefited some. Feel free to read no further if you don't want to hear more about consciousness and the spiritual nature of the phenomenon. (But, if you read on, it might shift your perspective, even a teeny, tiny bit, so really, beware!)

This phenomenon is a grave violation of the spiritual sovereignty I believed all humans lived under. Despite my scientific leaning, the potential that this horrific set of circumstances had come from the forces of light to somehow teach us a lesson was beyond insulting. It was abusive and, honestly, unthinkable. And then I did a bunch of shadow work with TIs. And I began holding classes for TIs and talking to anyone asking questions or seeking help. I began learning from TIs, asking questions about the worst bits of it, learning what helped them move beyond or rise above and what kept them stuck.

I had to adapt my way of being. It used to be, I give this service, you feel better in this way. That did not work for TIs. I had to be more present with my own shadow, be more present with my own inner work. I had to show up no matter what I was feeling. And be honest. I kept learning where my boundaries were and who I could help and who wasn't ready. I learned when to shut up. Although, that didn't happen very often. Still doesn't. Hahaha!

I get so much out of life from giving. And yet, I still felt this gnawing sense of loss around my spirituality. I have one guide left I can rely on. I used to call in Archangels, guides, ascended masters, ancestors, as a practice. I used to be flooded and surrounded by choruses of spiritual beings. I like change, for the most part, even if I analyze the crap out of it. This change comes, possibly because of me being different, but also because the spiritual landscape changes based on our collective consciousness and also based on things unknowable to us. So, was it sad, that I felt I wasn't in the presence of lots of beings of light anymore? Slightly, yes. But I was patient. And even if the scientific course didn't land as I was hoping it would, I knew something else would.

What I have recently just adopted, this new awareness that descended upon me, blows any other spiritual belief out of the water.

When the light has become just as bad as the darkness, where does one go? How could I keep a belief in the light when I also believe they did this horrible thing to these beautiful people? At first, it was okay to hold on to the sense that the light knew how important TIs were to the fabric of the future and these symptoms would force most of you into a better way of being your highest self. . . pain as the great equalizing catalyst. But, that just didn't settle. It's not okay. It doesn't matter what the light thought the outcome would be. The process is cruel and interferes with our self-actualizing autonomy.

It doesn't matter, the potential decimating results of our evolution, it was ours to decimate, not some other beings that invested in humanity. But, now that it has happened, and my faith in many things wavered, one thing remained constant. An ineffable quality, an indescribable trait of "beingness."

You all kept waking up.

You all kept talking to each other.

You all kept helping each other.

You all kept living.

Despite the pain. Despite the unbearable traumas. Despite the cruelty of the voices. Despite the ignorance of society. Despite the dismissive treatments of others. Despite the unrelenting suffering. Despite the falling down. Despite the perceived failures. Despite the utter exhaustion.

You keep showing up.

Over and over again.

You personify something stronger than all those beings of light could possibly represent. You embody all the grit, all the sensitivity and resilience, the heart and soul of what it means to be human. You hold duality with grace and humility.

And you keep showing up.

And I know it can't possibly feel inspired when you're battling darkness, when you're ignoring manipulations and questioning your reality on a moment-to-moment basis, but I believe in you. I see you.

You are the truth of what humanity is capable of. . . and regardless of what you all think, you inspire me. And I'm grateful to know you all.

I'm here if you need anything.

Pinched is a beautifully strange 11-minute animation about a man who hears voices and has become remarkably functional while stricken by a profoundly dysfunctional relationship with them. Jack moves through an underground city as a gifted pickpocket, accompanied by entities that cajole, insult, command, and seemingly possess considerably more confidence about the direction of his life than he does. I can certainly relate to much of this and am sure many here can too.

Then something unexpected interrupts the arrangement: human connection.

A stolen object reconnects Jack with a woman from his past, and suddenly the unquestioned authority of his voices isn't so unquestioned anymore. The story becomes less about whether the voices are "real" and more about who gets to decide what Jack does next.

That distinction is probably the reason I'd recommend this to voice-hearers. The film gives the experience form without spending eleven minutes litigating its ontology. Jack's world is simply presented as Jack experiences it.

I do have one substantial HVN-ish criticism of it: the official synopsis ultimately frames love as defeating the voices and even as a "cure" for Jack's sickness. That's a fairly conventional psychiatric/redemption ending grafted onto a film that, for most of its runtime, is doing something much more interesting.

I'd rather read the ending as agency instead of cure.

Jack doesn't triumph because someone proves his voices aren't real. He discovers that their instructions aren't sovereign. There are other relationships, other motivations, and other possible ways of being in the world.

For an 11-minute cartoon, that's an unusually rich depiction of voice-hearing.

And visually it's fantastic, angular, grimy, exaggerated, vaguely noir, with Jack's internal experience bleeding naturally into the physical environment. It feels much closer to somebody attempting to show you what an experience feels like from inside it than making a clinical illustration of schizophrenia.

I suspect given the tone and candor of this short film that it was directed/made by people who've walked a very similar path to all of us here. In many ways this film proves and I hope shows you how surmountable this hellish affliction is.

Thank you for believing in yourself, love to see your thoughts!

Hi everyone,

since this is the third time I've tried to re-create a Reddit account, I wanted to do a technical test. Maybe Kevin will remember me; I'm the Italian guy who fell victim to hearing voices after making EVP recordings. I'd made several posts both in this subreddit and elsewhere, where I'd described in considerable detail what had happened to me.

After about a year and a half of this torture, I can only say that the voices have settled at a very low volume; but, essentially, little to nothing has changed since then.

I hope I can keep this account active without having to delete it again. With the last one I had, here on Reddit, every post I made had to wait for the page moderator to approve it. Every single time!

Hi also to Tony, if he's reading this (I'm the guy who recently commented on YouTube about the mixer knobs trick).

If this is what I THINK IT IS then all of you are experiencing what I'm gonna call "The 4th Dimensional Logic Problem" & it's something that happens to a Neurodivergent person when they accidentally trigger a series of Inexplicable Phenomenon that they do not understand & so The Phenomenon at first becomes a nuisance or detriment to them & then gradually they adapt to it until it becomes "less" of a nuisance for them.

What it is, is that you're Intuitively tapping into something like a "Quantum Network" that you do not understand & in NOT UNDERSTANDING IT it becomes a handicap or maybe an uncanny talent for some but there's MUCH MORE that you can do with it!

Basically our thoughts are an act of Quantum Mechanics; Energy & Data being exchanged through physical matter, what you're doing is a part of that which Instinctively pushes human intuition to the boundaries of our potential.

It's a Thinking/Living form of Consciousness that's more Metaphysical & using you kinda like a "Custom Character" from a videogame to push you towards "Optimum Potential", I CAN EXPLAIN exactly what it does & how it does these things but it's basically trying to teach you to "sense" what is truth or accurate in how it communicates with you via intuition, it's trying to teach YOU how to communicate via Empathy & Intuition.

"The Logic Problem" is you being able to comprehend it & build a strong enough relationship with it that it can interact with you & your nervous system more directly & that's when the "Voices" come but they AREN'T ACTUAL "Voices" they are intelligent, Conscious thoughts outside of your own & underlined by Neurochemical Stimulus or a "Tingle" or a "light pressure" in your frontal lobe.

What's described in the description of this group is like a "Medium" level to it but I think it's A LIL' DIFFERENT for everyone but I SHOULD BE able to narrow down where you're at via description; I CAN TEACH how to "Remove It" if you'd like but I don't think these folks that come this far are particularly looking for that by now.

So I can teach you how to "Get All The Way Through" & learn how to not only perceive it in a way that makes it easier & more comfortable but let's you use it & train to get better at it IF YOU WANT TO.

I'm supposed to make it CLEAR that IT IS A CHOICE, it's just one that you didn't know you had & your own Cognition was kind of subconsciously making FOR YOU, part of it even "Finishing" is you understanding this, accepting it, & learning how it works to make the connection stronger.

The prevalent use of phones and the capturing of photos and videos we know of already. An app is used to communicate location - with stalkers having a live map and all accumulated data from which they capture on their phones : audio, photo, and video...

PHONES NATURALLY RELEASE ELECTROMAGNETIC FREQUENCY and they are nearly always around us!!

The reason it does not harm everyone is because each human being has a unique EMF frequency - they then use the app to change the frequency on their phone - to LOCK on to that particular targeted individual.

Backpacks carry more advanced capacity EMF generators that while aimed at the target cause more harm.

This causes much more damage when done in unison.

Hi I’m new.

I have never talked to anyone or posted about this before but I have been dealing with being targeted for a while now.

From what I can tell my case is very very extreme.

Not sure why I’m targeted but have always been quite gifted spiritually. One of my strongest skills is remote viewing. A few times in the past I viewed places I probably shouldn’t, official buildings, churches, DUMS etc I would get seen and chased back. But to be honest spiritual attacks are just a Tuesday for me 🙄

Anyway these dweebs started using DEW on me, at first it was terrifying. I found ways to shield myself to an extent but it was miserable.

Eventually I got annoyed and discovered I could grab the beam with my chakra/energy and push it back/follow it using remote viewing then 💥 up the machine and any operators using it.

They responded by upping their efforts, started with green orange and blue lasers, progressed to a purple, a neon green and finally red (this device looked like a huge black rocket) the power of these lasers was beyond comprehension but the harder they hit me the more I could use that energy, harness it and send it back to cause them chaos.

They called me a bitch, asked me nicely to stop, lost their minds etc.

They quit DEW, after using it daily on me they haven’t tried it now for over a week. They switched to attacks by astral foot soldiers and placing sacks of black goo inside me. I discovered I was able to remove these too with remote viewing and intention.

There has been much more too that I flipped back on them. I started to feel like the more they attacked me, the more it became like training and they would always come off worse. I find this remarkable.

Now they are barely speaking or attacking whatsoever.

I just wondered if anyone else has heard of this? Returning the attacks or being able to train their own abilities/ become activated by the attacks, or if anyone else here can do it themselves? 💜

Go read and give me your opinion :)

Cheers