r/PositiveTI

After much experimentation and observation of how people interact, and through experiences with audio, television, and sound, I've come to understand that something communicates through our reality, even through ourselves. When we engage in our own introspection, we can be influenced by this entity. I've also noticed that we can mentally influence others and that our thoughts are picked up by other people and devices, creating a balance between the two. What I can't quite discern is whether there are conscious individuals like myself when this hive mind phenomenon occurs, which I've observed in people on the street. I've been able to record them repeating my own words, words that sound familiar to me, although they tend to use the same verbal commands as if they've been filtered. Has anyone else noticed others mentally interacting with them? Or have they tried to mentally interact with others? It works very well when done right after hearing their voice or when using one's own mental voice.

Has anyone ever heard of anyone meeting the voices they hear in person and live to tell about it? For context, the voices have said for years that they are coming for me and that they are going to kill me and other people I know, but it’s been saying that for years so it’s waiting for something apparently. It says it’s kept me alive because they have plans for me. I want to move on with my life but them being actual physical beings coming for me is the only thing that’s hanging me up. Otherwise I am so ready to move forward. Please let me know if you have any information on this. I imagine if there really are beings that are capable of doing this, they’d also be good about covering their tracks and come and go without a trace, so it may not be documented anywhere. Still, I thought I’d ask.

I’m gonna beat this thing.

First of all, hello everyone. I’m deeply sorry that we are all experiencing any of this. & a special Hello to the people who are targeting us, I’ll be praying for you.

This post is mostly me venting, sharing and hoping someone understands, with a few questions too.

I’m certain this has been going on my entire life.
I’m not sure exactly when I became aware that the people closest to me were for sure involved. I was always skeptical and noticing way too many coincidences.

Fast forward to now, my first ex and my current situationship are both actively targeting me and have been for at least 18-25 years.

My current situationship is actually incarcerated. Yet is still somehow able to participate in the live and recorded v2k. He will relay messages that I’ve heard on v2k back to me over an actual phone call. As well as Thoughts I kept to myself, words or phrases spoken back to me. So I KNOW he is involved. In fact last night he jokingly said “they’ll read your thoughts and arrest you,” about something we were laughing about. (In Japanese culture, kids as young as 1-2 yrs old are given responsibilities. A show about them running errands… “but if we did that here (US) or even thought about it, they’d read your thoughts and arrest you.”)……. Okay, so I KNOW he is involved. You absolutely cannot convince me otherwise.

My question here is, how is he still participating if he is physically behind bars? Underground cities? V2k in his cell, coming back to me? Or he is also experiencing v2k? (I think he is part of some organized crime that actually works for the government, to ensure surveillance, if that helps your inquiry, and has spent most of his adult life in and out of jail or prison)

From the very beginning of our relationship, it felt staged. We hit it off, he got arrested then disappeared, AFTER being released, for two weeks, came back… and it continued like that for the duration of our relationship. Love bomb, disappear, bread crumb, abuse, disappear etc etc
I was basically blackmailed and threatened into staying in a relationship with him. He said he will kill me and anyone I end up with, and their whole family.

My other question is the first ex. My first love. The one I trusted with my soul. The one I used to think of as my safe place or my home, while my current situationship was abusing me, physically, mentally, & emotionally.
WHY, would he continually berate me, cut me down, deny me, publicly humiliate me, future fake (both through actual communication AND v2k) … only to shame me for not performing perfectly, abandon me over and over again…. And shame me for not loving him or myself the right way? Before I knew what he was doing to me, I actually went to him for help LOL …
Did he ever think of this as an actual viable option for behavior modification? Did he actually believe he was helping me? Or has this been plain torment from start to finish? To keep me in a state of constant cognitive dissonance? To make sure I never pursue my purpose?

I will also say I have been very openly Christian my entire life, straying and questioning God more than I should have… while he has been very openly a satanist, but sometimes leading me to believe he still believes in God and might possibly consider what I had been trying to tell him.

***if you made it to the end of this post, thank you. I read so many people saying they’ve mostly overcome this already. I want that to be our story!! I want to do the right thing. I want to live the best life possible.

Thank you to everyone who has generously shared their knowledge, encouragement or compassion within this community.

Over this past year (2026) I have had a host of mental faculties find me again. I consider myself well. Certainly I would consider myself better off than any functioning alcoholic, avid Cannabis user, or even the average American. Back in 2019 and into 2021 I would have extreme pains, delirium, an inability to sleep that amounted to less than 8 hours per week, I would pass out standing up, I would go blind, I would go numb. I lost my ability to read, write, count to 10, even talk due to the absurdly loud and hurtful intrusive thoughts I assume to be a form of spiritual possession/"bicameral state." All this amidst voices that seemed to accurately predict my life's future events (what people would say, do, wear, even what state I would be living in next, etc...). For anyone interested in notions of seeing the future I would suggest the colossal body of evidence seen in the r/remoteviewing community, or even in contemporary pieces of art. There is a movie called "i pet goat ii" that predicts many global events prior to their occurrence including the burning down and accurate portrayal of the Notre-Dame Cathedral's collapse. All this presented on an international stage and acclaimed (they won awards) 7 years prior to the events of the fire, other events perhaps even prognosticated further into the future.

I offer the above to give context. Today I function and have for years now as an Engineer working in the semiconductor industry. I'm doing great and have written plenty as to how I got here. Largely though stoicism, a self improvement lifestyle, 24 hour fasting on a carnivore diet, and the practice of ad-hoc mediumship/mysticism. There are many other cultural heroes who've walked these paths and who reiterate similar strategies that led them to their successes and wellness. The Canadian behavioral psychologist/professor/author J Peterson is my "go to" as his texts speak directly to the nature of belief, magic, and how to overcome this burden from his academically vetted background. I see the same spiritual prism from my own mind in the works of so many artists from around the world. I would suggest to anyone reading this that there is a broad and expansive subculture of people who experience this phenomena functioning quite well even if in private/secret. It is unclear to me how many of these artists who make confessional works have any in their life/orbit who know of this phenomenon. Evidence of them is glaring through the sub-cultural symbolism seen in most all music cultures. The lyrics to so many songs contain the direct language "voices/spirit in my head" or similar. I've written about this exact situation for years now and have met unreasonable censorship most everywhere I post it online. Here are a few playlists just to give you an idea of how easy it is to find this music. The following links contain Sotify playlists and in total these playlists approach a week's worth of songs that all have such lyrics/undeniable themes. AND these albums are just the ones I find that are green and purple, again just to underscore how much of this stuff is out there. These are just the albums that are green and purple that I come across, these are a very narrow selection of what can easily be found. Bizarre that in recent past posting these works along side an analysis of the lyrical content reliably has me met with a ban most everywhere. Leadership points to "encouraging delusions," "affiliate links" (like anyone's getting paid to share a link to a song...) just about any excuse you'd expect of a special needs bigot. The words I share simply mean what they do... None of it is against "site rules."

Green & Purple ⸸ Experiencing New Wave

Green & Purple ⸸ Experiencing Hardcore

Green & Purple ⸸ Experiencing Psyche Rock

My last word on the topic of censorship and online "mental health" communities is that these spaces are run by absolute weirdos. Self appointed maintainers of a propagandized world view who falsely hide behind notions of "site rules" or "relationship with site admins." One of the largest of these mental health spaces is run by someone who openly identifies as a former "schitzo wrangler" as they previously worked as an orderly in a prior career path. This all looks to be the most antithetical "wellness peer space" imaginable. How disgusting that this person not only needlessly makes up rules but also selectively enforces them upon the community they survey. It a phrase all this is pro bono systematic abuse. None of what I write or many others who no longer have accounts goes/went against site rules. Where as actively encouraging the prescription/seeking/directing to life altering medications and all but (and often directly) diagnosing others seems to be the makings of the largest class action lawsuit and manner of lay-malpractice happening in our society. A completely needless group of "boot-lickers" with weaponized paternal instincts, parading around like some public servants. These people are gross and they maintain an extremely narrow view of the psychiatric/eugenic industry. They actively stamp out paralleling communities and seek to get tangential community leaders banned, it's hideous. The conversation in these spaces is decades behind what would likely be found in any real practitioners office. I can only speculate as to the tens of thousands of reddit users effectively led into the clutches of this archaic societal apparatus who otherwise would have found wellness without these fools.

To circle back to why I made this post. I find many of these artists speak to a cutting truth that I too hold dear. They speak to the importance of love and belief and reject the ideological trappings many lesser minds would impose upon you or I. As I discover new artists and find new validations in their paralleling sentiment I also find former stats of mind continue to return. Clarities/abilities of my early adulthood. Additionally I find the states of mind and sensations of illnesses from my childhood are perfectly rehashed. Like the state of mind I held deep within fever dreams of adolescence found me again to assure me they were still holding back a torrent of evil sensations, and that the "adventure of life was real." I remain astonished by the familiarity and memory of my childhood sensations. Some of my voices speak of harassing each other. I reject much of what IFS teaches and see it all to be a supporting argument for a debilitating emotional dependency. I suspect these encouraging beings (the ones I encounter and read in other's accounts) are steely-eyed and need little to no reassurance from me. That the "self" coddling promoted by the IFS community and others is all some bizarre game of self paternalism to ultimately deny/erode/harm the end human practitioner. All the same I see these former and astoundingly helpful spirits of my childhood returning and continually pursued by former ill states in recent weeks.

I believe we are all connected in profound ways. This is a belife supported by the growing trend among academic philosophers surrounding the phrase "panpsychism" and actually dates back to ancient Greece. I see a future (provided we are not all oppressed to a staggering degree by contemporary oligarchs or technocratic disruptive technology) where it will be impossible not to see the connections between us, and hold fast to the evidence of the supernatural interwoven into all our lives. A new age of human understanding, a world for a new mind ushered in by technology and connectivity.

I am numbed by the realization that the Hearing Voices Movent and paralleling Hearing Voices Network largely caters to a disabled and medicated population. Again, I say all this as someone who could not talk, read, write, nor count to 10 at my lows. The evidence that psychiatry is a development of eugenics theory is a matter of easily found (wikipedia, youtube, podcasts by psychiatrists, etc) modern history. The evidence that ~5% of people who take medications for psychosis ever return to a state of functionality is the most informed assessment by over 7 million subjects, over 80 years of observation, and decades of follow up per participant. These same studies (that do account for severity and are linked all over the HVN subreddit) also show that half of the population that experiences an extreme break from reality warranting diagnosis simply return to normal on their own and away from psychiatry. Furthermore, showing that peer led community leads more than 80% to wellness in less than 5 years (provided they are not on medications) is very promising. Yet it is depressing there is little to no contingent of this strategy within the HVN from my 6 or so years of involvement. In my view the colossal psychiatric apparatus of the west simply funnels forgone individuals into this space at an overwhelming rate, displacing any people who believe in or practice magic. Look to JBP's work on this subject, his texts effectively define magic as a form of studying the mind and meaning, it cascades into mystic practice quite easily. The HVN in 2026 remains a tower of babble and predominantly a display of cognitive dysfunction even among leadership. That said, HVN'ers are far nicer to hang out with than orderlies or abusive family members ;)

People worthy of diagnosis only occupy 2 to 3% of the global population, this compares to the between 25 and 50% of the global population who hear voices Et. al... It saddens me many days to know the formalized gathering space of the HVN is a collection of this human experience's (or at least the expression of the experience's) ghetto... There's not much conversion beyond "yes it does suck to be disabled, how's your new medication regime treating you?" I do not suspect it always was this way nor will it stay this way. I also suspect it is imperative to see the parasitic apparatus of western psychiatry to be humanity's greatest undermining tradition; additionally the same imperative to our individual survival to identify it as such. Shame on the alarmists, the isolators, the censors, the paternalistic anonymous ones who accuse expressions of these hard fought and respected truths to be villainous before simply casing the messenger out and carrying on to a self blinding mass.

*que the next "Do meds help with voices?" or "Why won't the side effects go away? Will I ever be able to have an orgasm again?" thread*

I hope these words help to validate some of you. I would be eager to hear if any of this connects with you out there. I've written here most days for the past 4 years or so. I am taken aback at the very meaningful connections I have made even if I am stunned by the numbers surrounding all this. Generally if 2000 people read a post, less than 5 people will ever vote or leave a comment on it here in "alternative mental health/spiritual" spaces. I'm disturbed to see the broad swaths of grey area trolls in paranoia/delusional thinking focused spaces like targeted energy weapons, V2K, and notions of occult gang stalking/gradual indoctrination spaces. All these spaces seem run by non experiencers who've found narratives to pedal as to anonymously harass/harm vulnerable people through via internet. I find it telling that no cross examination is allowed in these ideologically inept and dim world view echo chambers. I have my suspicions for many that boast user numbers in the multiples of hundreds of thousands... a handful of NEETs could easily AstroTurf such communities with a few hundred dollars to act out some perverse and abusive thrills.

Observations of the darker/lamer side of humanity aside I do hope this finds you well. I believe magic to be real, inescapable, even if largely ignored by western society and more so toward the bottom. I'd love to hear what you think of the music. I see this world as so evidently full of accessible magic yet the broader population can't seem to acknowledge it. This message obviously is also carried by brash and exasperated members of the public who make a forward carrying conversation impossible to maintain.

All the best to all of you!

Hello everyone

I am new here, have been reading and listening a lot to Kevin Orr. Would like to join your discord, do you have a link? Thank you for having me 🙏🏽

Anyone else facing legit health issues? I’ve been in/out of ERs and specialist for the past year (plus). In pain, feeling sick, drained, dehydrated, insane muscle cramps- like I’m locking up. Neuropathy. Possible POTS diagnosis (I have it, I’d say) my head has a pulling sharp pain. I know my body and I’ve “seen” some things that have gone on with the situation over the past year or so that have confirmed it’s there. I just want to feel better and keep going. I’m sober, working a program, taking the steps, need to tighten up in some areas but I am thinking maybe there’s some type of medicine practice that can dig a little deeper to see what’s happening. I feel if my body had what it’s missing it’d be a game changer. I’m def insulin resistant and not absorbing water or electrolytes correct. I’m thinking maybe Chinese medicine or holistic specialty, and or acupuncture. Anything will help. Not gonna go into much detail here but I do believe the situation is helping in some odd way, at least I’m telling myself that. And I’m trusting God but damn is it hard when you feel like absolute crap. Any tips or tricks would be much obliged! Love & light 🫶

Well, I guess the title stole the show. That's it. That's all I had to say.

Don't judge me. Don't look at me. Why are you always looking at me? It's rude to stare, you know? I'm telling Moooooooooom!

(Begging)

I'm not playing your stupid game anymore. Stop! STOP iiiiiiiiiit! I'm rubber your glue! Whatever you do bounces off of me and sticks to you!

(Deflection)

Why don't you just take a picture? It lasts longer!

Defense)

Sticks and stones may break my bones, but stalkers will never hurt me.

(Rationalization)

Only the good die young. Me? I'm bad. I'm bad to bone. Don't you know? I'm a felon! You should know. You made me this way.

For a few months they use a new kind of torture: suppression of hormonal system using RNM/RF or something in the air. All this happens after I was close to completion of autonomous research system which was designed to collect data against them. Sport almost doesn’t help, proper food, supplements and nature also. This feels synthetic, like a form of biological weapon. This is not natural, I know my organism well and aware of any kind of changes. Any ideas are welcome

I’ve been dealing with what I consider gang stalking, voices, thought commentary, and psychological harassment for years now.
At first I was obsessed with figuring out who was doing it.
Then I became obsessed with how they were doing it.
Now I find myself asking a different question:
what Why are they doing it?
Looking back, I don’t think the goal was ever to convince me of one thing. The goal seemed to be keeping me stuck between two things.
One of the phrases I used to hear all the time was what I called the “2-1 Special.”
It always seemed to go something like:
“You can do it.”
“No you can’t.”
“Maybe.”
“Trust them.”
“Don’t trust them.”
“Maybe.”
“You’re right.”
“You’re wrong.”
“Maybe.”
No matter what it was, there were always two opposing sides followed by uncertainty.
After a while I noticed something.
The answer didn’t matter.
The conflict did.
The more uncertain I became, the more attention I gave it.
The more attention I gave it, the stronger it got.
What really got me wasn’t the voices themselves. It was how they attached fear to everyday life.
Picking up my phone.
Putting it down.
Walking through a doorway.
Bending over.
Driving somewhere.
Meeting people.
Even thinking about my son.
It felt like they were trying to build fear pathways around normal everyday actions until your brain starts expecting danger everywhere.
Like being trapped in permanent survival mode.
Always scanning.
Always questioning.
Always waiting for the next thing.
My personal belief is that they feed off the reaction.
Fear.
Embarrassment.
Anxiety.
Doubt.
Whatever you want to call it.
The bigger the emotional reaction, the more active they seemed to become.
When I got upset, they got louder.
When I got scared, they pushed harder.
When I stopped reacting, a lot of the power seemed to disappear.
Another thing I’ve never really talked about much is that it often felt like they moved with attention itself.
Wherever my focus went, they were already there.
A memory.
A fear.
A random thought.
A physical sensation.
It felt like they could set up shop anywhere in the mind and use whatever was available.
I know a lot of people will disagree with that, and that’s fine. I’m just describing what it felt like from my side.
The weird thing is that the biggest breakthrough I ever had wasn’t proving anything.
It was realizing I didn’t have to answer every thought.
I didn’t have to defend myself against every accusation.
I didn’t have to solve every puzzle.
I didn’t have to chase every coincidence.
The less attention I gave it, the weaker it became.
Not gone.
Just weaker.
At this point I honestly think attention is the real currency.
Not thoughts.
Not secrets.
Not information.
Attention.
Has anyone else come to a similar conclusion?

Someone had posted asking if gangstalking is a SM only phenomenon and that maybe some are going paranoid and imagining it in their real day to day lives, like in actual out and about physical life. They removed their post for some odd reason. So here's my view of it. Keep in mind I surely can not speak for persons with severe clinical issues and I can only empathise with their situation. What I state below is my rational opinion based on objective observations from my experience.

No it's not, an SM only phenomenon. These same social media (let's call them) entities, resort to in-person real life stalking, once they're outed in their sm platforms. Or they with full awareness facilitate that. I'll also tell you something else. These very gangstalking and Ti subs, are frequented by third party entities or groups, which have no idea about any actual ongoings, but will willingly jump in to perpetuate GSing just to have their fun and the dopamine hit reward. My SM stalkers, some of them, think they've gotten it all out of me and can now have some fun. They are small bait. I just ignore them. As one should.

Keeping that in mind, this is all I will say and the actual thing I've stated in the initial part here is or can be much more complex in reality. I know my GSers. And many of them are themselves manipulated on a need to know basis. So they may not be aware of the actual root causes, but are willing to invest themselves in this act for their own reasons. So this works out very convenient for the handlers who sit at the top as they can then run this by proxy. As well as this provides another hard to discern layer or connection point that makes it difficult for anyone to trace it right back to the top, ie. the handlers themselves. So, in a way it's not wrong to say some or part of it can be SM only. It's just that that may be just the tip of the iceberg.

If it's just SM, then they're either not your actual GSers, or your GSers have (succeeded) in making it look like just SM as a discrediting the victim tactic, besides the rest stated above. Hope this helps someone. Cheers.