u/Shahanalight

Not all of you are going to be able to hear this, and that's okay. Not all of you are going to agree. That's okay too. I want to be clear that this is coming from an expression of who I am, who I believe TIs are, and the selfish revelation as to why I have spent so much of my time over the past six months hoping to help improve the lives of, at least, some TIs.

If it isn't already obvious, I don't consider myself a TI, but don't count me out. I'm an experiencer, through and through, and have helped many other experiencers with consciously contacting NHI, mediumship, energy work, hypnotherapy and various other "woo woo" things I went to a special healing arts school to learn.

Because of years of helping others online, my abilities and gifts changed and grew, and so did my beliefs. I learned about the spiritual war. I learned about the sides. I learned that I wasn't a warrior of the light. I did not "fight," the dark forces or try to eliminate them. I am a generator of the light. I see what light already exists and build it.

I take long breaks from the spiritual work, and sometimes that means, when I return, the landscape has changed. I was working with non-speaking kids and helping them build a telepathic network when I came back to experiencers and found that I kept hearing about the TI population. Once a TI reached out to me, I started to feel called to see what I could do to help.

At this point in time, my prayers didn't look so much like, "God, help me," but more like:

Take a deep breath, reach into the zero point field. There. Everything I need.

I was listening to books on the science of psi abilities and "The Field," by Lynn McTaggert.

I had begun to feel like "the war," had left me with very little reliable and accessible sources of light, spiritually speaking, and I needed something more concrete in which to place my valuable faith. My faith, which has been with me for as long as I can remember--first, believing what other people told me, then realizing I could believe what I wanted to, all the way to knowing I co-create my reality.

I didn't want to keep using my gifts like some novelty, reinforcing narratives of origin planets that I wasn't sure was helping anyone. I needed purpose and direction. Enter Parawareness.

I have never claimed to know what TIs experience. I know what a lot of the sensations of the physicals you express feel like because I have felt them, but never to extremes you all do, and never without the ability to dial the sensations down. I am a telepath, so I can talk to your voices, but they will not go away because of anything I say or do. And I get to tune into the voices and then tune out. I know you all don't. Amazing and remarkable synchronicities happen in my life regularly, but never to the extent that I feel afraid, so no, there are definitely lots of ways in which I am not the same as TIs.

That may tarnish my reputability and relevance to some of you. But I hope, to others, you can read with the perspective that someone outside of the phenomenon is deeply invested in advocating on your behalf.

I appreciate many perspectives, but for the sake of this post, I have to ignore the theories that there are government entities, humans, AI and/or technology behind the phenomenon. Those theories give me no practical capacity to provide solutions or assistance. I apologize for the restrictions, but my experience of so many things "woo," gives me a biased perspective, and I think my perspective has benefited some. Feel free to read no further if you don't want to hear more about consciousness and the spiritual nature of the phenomenon. (But, if you read on, it might shift your perspective, even a teeny, tiny bit, so really, beware!)

This phenomenon is a grave violation of the spiritual sovereignty I believed all humans lived under. Despite my scientific leaning, the potential that this horrific set of circumstances had come from the forces of light to somehow teach us a lesson was beyond insulting. It was abusive and, honestly, unthinkable. And then I did a bunch of shadow work with TIs. And I began holding classes for TIs and talking to anyone asking questions or seeking help. I began learning from TIs, asking questions about the worst bits of it, learning what helped them move beyond or rise above and what kept them stuck.

I had to adapt my way of being. It used to be, I give this service, you feel better in this way. That did not work for TIs. I had to be more present with my own shadow, be more present with my own inner work. I had to show up no matter what I was feeling. And be honest. I kept learning where my boundaries were and who I could help and who wasn't ready. I learned when to shut up. Although, that didn't happen very often. Still doesn't. Hahaha!

I get so much out of life from giving. And yet, I still felt this gnawing sense of loss around my spirituality. I have one guide left I can rely on. I used to call in Archangels, guides, ascended masters, ancestors, as a practice. I used to be flooded and surrounded by choruses of spiritual beings. I like change, for the most part, even if I analyze the crap out of it. This change comes, possibly because of me being different, but also because the spiritual landscape changes based on our collective consciousness and also based on things unknowable to us. So, was it sad, that I felt I wasn't in the presence of lots of beings of light anymore? Slightly, yes. But I was patient. And even if the scientific course didn't land as I was hoping it would, I knew something else would.

What I have recently just adopted, this new awareness that descended upon me, blows any other spiritual belief out of the water.

When the light has become just as bad as the darkness, where does one go? How could I keep a belief in the light when I also believe they did this horrible thing to these beautiful people? At first, it was okay to hold on to the sense that the light knew how important TIs were to the fabric of the future and these symptoms would force most of you into a better way of being your highest self. . . pain as the great equalizing catalyst. But, that just didn't settle. It's not okay. It doesn't matter what the light thought the outcome would be. The process is cruel and interferes with our self-actualizing autonomy.

It doesn't matter, the potential decimating results of our evolution, it was ours to decimate, not some other beings that invested in humanity. But, now that it has happened, and my faith in many things wavered, one thing remained constant. An ineffable quality, an indescribable trait of "beingness."

You all kept waking up.

You all kept talking to each other.

You all kept helping each other.

You all kept living.

Despite the pain. Despite the unbearable traumas. Despite the cruelty of the voices. Despite the ignorance of society. Despite the dismissive treatments of others. Despite the unrelenting suffering. Despite the falling down. Despite the perceived failures. Despite the utter exhaustion.

You keep showing up.

Over and over again.

You personify something stronger than all those beings of light could possibly represent. You embody all the grit, all the sensitivity and resilience, the heart and soul of what it means to be human. You hold duality with grace and humility.

And you keep showing up.

And I know it can't possibly feel inspired when you're battling darkness, when you're ignoring manipulations and questioning your reality on a moment-to-moment basis, but I believe in you. I see you.

You are the truth of what humanity is capable of. . . and regardless of what you all think, you inspire me. And I'm grateful to know you all.

I'm here if you need anything.

For those of you that don’t know me, I’m not a TI, I just play one on TV. 😂 For real, though, I have this unique perspective of the phenomenon by serving this community and also sitting adjacent to it.

I used to help experiencers, but TIs captured my heart in a way I can’t explain, so I know you’re my people— maybe I just got introduced to all of this more gradually and learned at a pace you all haven’t been given the privilege to take.

Regardless, my knowledge of the weird and whacky is vast. I’m an expert of what most people would call “woo.” Most people’s definition of spirituality doesn’t always include what I do, so when I’m contacting aliens or crossing over spirits or banishing demons or extracting information from the zero point field or channeling or intuiting disease or integrating the shadow, I know it’s all my spirituality, because everything is, but I don’t belong to a faith that allows for easy recognition of common beliefs. So, I explain a little. Now you know. Haha!

I have done my own channeling and checking-in on this phenomenon and I was given answers that I don’t need anyone else to believe. I know that you will take away whatever you needed from the lengthy read. (It’s all this passion escaping on the page!)

Here’s what I have discovered about the phenomenon while working with TIs closely since April:

Where/what/who and how are not important. Seriously. They are where most TIs get stuck and continue in a vicious loop of destruction and chaos until they figure out the point.

And the point is the why. Regardless of what I know, the only question that matters is why? The why of the phenomenon. And those of you that have gotten past the first four questions, recognizing you may never have sufficient answers for those— the why is what propelled you forward.

It’s about you.

You were given this awful curse because whether or not you get up in the morning, eat a healthy breakfast and go out into the world doing what you love—matters. You being healthier— mind,body and soul, matters.

Many of you think you’re the target of something that wants to torture you. And it’s understandable. But here’s where my perspective can pierce through some of the confusion.

You were targeted because you matter to the future of the planet, its inhabitants and our evolution. And had you not been targeted, there was a very real possibility that you would not have fulfilled your potential in this lifetime. That sounds harsh, a bit, yes. And ask yourself if it’s true.

In some part of your experience, there’s a knowing that you’re a badass. And that the choices you were making before the symptoms started were not for your highest good.

You are being tortured now, yes, but you’re also still alive, still trying, still showing up despite the torture. That’s a miracle. And that’s also called building capacity. You are doing more now than you ever thought you were capable of doing by just surviving this.

At some point, many of you will let go of the what, where, who and when, and recognize that the “why,” is because you have been called to something greater. And you weren’t choosing that greatness on your own.

You have been violated, and for that there is no excuse. What I offer is the acceptance of that violation as meaningful and purposeful. You are made of magic and light and love, and yet, like most humans, you will only move when pushed. You’re being given the greatest shove of your life. And you will choose how to navigate it. You are not without choice. You are never without choice. You may not know what your choices are, but you have them.

Having witnessed some miraculous transformations while I have been in this community, I know what you all are capable of and how much love you have the capacity to give and receive.

The less miraculous news is that a very small percentage of you will not choose growth, will not choose yourself and will continue down the path of obsession and disconnection, leading to choices you may not be able to recover from. And for those, my heart breaks.

If you’re in that space of still struggling to believe it’s NOT your family and friends, I feel for you. I know I can’t convince you that I have more experience in telepathy and humans aren’t capable of the kind of targeted telepathy you all experience. I know I can’t convince you that you’re not a human-conceived experiment because humans don’t acknowledge or value (on the whole) the reasons you all are special, so they wouldn’t know you’re the ones to be targeted. I also know I can’t convince you that, on the whole, humanity is decent and kind, but seriously struggling with fear-induced disconnection from each other.

What I do hope lands with you is that you are not being punished. That’s not what’s happening. You’re not going crazy either. You’re being the opposite of conditioned— this is your de-conditioning.

This phenomenon will force you to take creative perspectives, push all of your pain points until they transmute, explode your concepts of ego, degrade your sexuality to the extent that it will no longer be an obsessive drive, and expand your consciousness like nothing else. . . If you choose it. You have to choose life. You have to choose you. Or the obsession of the Who/what/where and how will consume you.

Know that you, the essence that makes you a unique expression living on earth, you are the reason why. Every reason why. You are the reason why you smile and laugh despite being unthinkably tortured. You are the reason why you got up this morning. You are the reason a friend smiled because they felt supported. You are the reason why you sought out connection and are reading this now.

You are the why you will get through this. You are what matters. Not the voices, not the pain, not the gangstalking, not the abuse— none of that matters, which is why every one of you experiences the symptoms differently. Because the phenomenon is not the point. You are.

I’m here for all of you, so please reach out if you need anything. You are loved and supported. You are held. Now, live.

For those that know me (43F), you know my experience and training ranges from mediumship to energy work to making conscious contact with ETs and NHI. I came to ETs through spirituality and advancing psi abilities, which led me to "The Telepathy Tapes," where I was recruited to help build a secure telepathic network with non-speakers to have a safe place beyond "the hill."

I was then drawn toward the science of this all--parapsychology and noetics. I began listening to books like, "The Field," by Lynn McTaggert, "The Holographic Universe," by Michael Talbot and "The Science of Magic," by Dean Radin. At around the same time, my 5D guide of two years said I relied on her single voice too often, and I had to try another 5D guide for a little while. I didn't like it, but didn't have to live with it for too long.

I felt called to a population of people that started to call themselves, "Targeted Individuals," or "TIs." (I am trying to change that name to "Tethered Individuals," to cause less of a disempowered feedback loop.) As I explain what I channeled around these individuals, if you feel called to reach out, I'm here, as always. There is also an amazing Discord server and Youtube channel devoted to sharing and community around this phenomenon, called Parawareness.

The following can be really triggering, containing violations of basic rights, consciousness and the human condition. Read at your own risk.

I have telepathic experience with aliens, angels, demons, parasites, uncrossed-over spirits, crossed-over spirits, inter-dimentional singularities, and beings of light from higher consciousness levels. I register the differences in their agendas and how they talk and what they want. I noticed that many of the beings that seemed to be affecting the TIs were behaving like uncrossed-over spirits, except somehow supercharged, and not going into the light willingly.

I began listening to these horrifying stories in which people started by hearing voices that were not their own. Voices usually that started as neutral or even kind, but then became hateful and torturous over time. These voices have the capacity to mimic other human voices, so of course, without understanding what's going on, these terrified people began to blame the other humans around them.

Telepathy is difficult to explain, but I am certain that neighbors and friends and family are not the ones doing the targeting or the telepathy. Even I struggle with human-to-human telepathy. It's not reliable either through transmission or reception or technology. Not yet.

Some of these individuals experience something called "gang-stalking," in which their perceptions are altered to see an entire group of people looking at them or whispering about them or the voices prompt them to look to their right, and people are pointing and laughing at them. Or the voices will tell them a future event that then comes true.

Some of these individuals experience "physicals," which includes but not limited to extreme pain, discomfort, sensations of electricity or stabbing, feelings of extreme cold or heat, sensations of being choked or drowned. And there are cases of "puppeteering," in which their movements and physical bodies are taken over by "the voices," just to show off the power they had over the human they invaded.

TIs are being mentally, emotionally, spiritually and physically manipulated and traumatized. I just couldn't fathom this immense violation of people's autonomy and sovereignty. I was pretty hell bent on figuring out how to help these people. No one deserves that kind of inescapable torture.

My 5D guide came back to me shortly after I started to work with TIs. I tried to cross-over a few spirits for a few people, but their symptoms and experiences seemed to get worse. I referenced the phenomenon of something acting out one last time before it dies. But I couldn't shake the feeling that I was missing something. Something big.

I worked with someone that I needed to check in with "The Domain," about. I had been relying mostly on the Zero Point Field as my point of spiritual connection, so I hadn't checked in with other beings for a while. When I started my connection, I looked for the same sort of identifying features. Usually, they stand in the middle of my consciousness with the Confederation to the right and the Dark collective (that keeps changing its name) to the left--all floating above earth.

I looked to the right, and was surprised to see the normally floating castle on a cloud (it's my interpretation, not what it actually is) was decimated--like entirely in pieces with only a handful of beings holding it up. I was focused on the Domain and getting information to help someone, so I figured I would come back to figure out what happened to the Confederation.

The other night, two of the guys that started Parawareness asked me to be on a Youtube episode with them, and we discussed many things, and I kept getting downloads and inspiration while we were talking. One of them talked about how he experienced an entire and complete removal of his addiction. The more he kept choosing paths that would elevate his consciousness, the less power these voices had over him.

I decided I needed to know the truth, and when I contacted my 5D guide, she was finally ready to tell me.

She relayed this:

The Confederation was losing the 4D "war," for earth's evolution., and losing poorly. There's some sort of deadline approaching, and both sides are highly invested in what humans choose for their future. It looked to the Confederation that humans were choosing hatred, destruction and division instead of love, growth and unity, so they became desperate. They began taking all kinds of unorthodox ideas, but one seemed to settle deeply in the decision makers' hands, and despite the warnings and division it caused within the Confederation, they went ahead with the plan.

Time doesn't work the same way in the Universe, on different consciousness levels, so questions about when it started or when it will stop, I can't answer. What the collective of light chose to do was to empower the billions of uncrossed-over spirits on the earth's spiritual plane to invade human consciousness. The spirits are limited to one individual consciousness, but are otherwise given free-reign with one goal. The goal for the spirit is to raise the consciousness level of the human. Once the human's consciousness is at a certain level (I think it depends on the individual), the voices and symptoms will vanish. The spirits may talk to other spirits within the same human consciousness, but they are unable to communicate directly with other humans or beings of higher consciousness. The spirits were given some sort of reward, once their goal was attained.

My guide said that she wanted to stop being my guide because she felt called to help the Confederation with this mess, but when i started working on the mess, she figured she was guiding direct help to the persecuted individuals. She also said that I felt guided to the science of magic because the light had felt less reliable, and she was right. The Zero Point Field felt stable and strong.

I haven't asked the Domain yet why they haven't stepped in to correct the imbalance of the "War," or this awful decision the Confederation made on our behalf, as if we are children. I have a feeling they will tell me that the decision was the balancer, and a strengthening of the light is coming with the discemination of the information that TIs are the solution to the imbalance. Their consciousness raising will inevitably tip the scales to the light.

But they are tasked with something more difficult than I ever was--they have to raise their consciousness while being shamed by voices. They have to find positive perspectives to what must feel like torture to them.

I know that we can either learn from the "carrot," or the "stick," but since when did the stick come with our sovereign rights being violated?

I'm dedicated and devoted to helping this population of people. I will be hosting a weekly discussion/class on different consciousness raising tools and practices I have learned over the years.

I feel angry, but empowered to action by this anger. And, honestly, after I have sat with it for a few days, I also feel hopeful. I know what humans are capable of overcoming. And I know TIs have everything they need to be present with compassion for themselves and others, and get through this.

Still, I'm here to help. As always.