u/Ok-Number1259

I'm not trying to one up anyone or anything but you all can't stop what's happening to you and I can and I can tap into it when I want however because I opted to let whatever happen to me happen to me for something that I feel is an equal trade and worth it you guys have had people go around you and I never pay attention to him anyways in the first place I didn't even know what was happening to me however I've never addressed someone who is being used as a pawn or I've only confronted someone who was getting stuck at me but that's a different story I am maybe because I opened myself up and kind of knew something was going to happen I didn't know what was going to happen or to the extent that it did happen but it is crazy that you guys all have to go through s*** like that whether it's government demons whatever I unconventionally became a TI probably was prone to it given my blood type or whatever or my Enlightenment from opening my third eye ones but I personally believe I just stumbled upon something very very horrible that I know is still happening in in this place but is what it is to be honest now I think everyone's right when they say if you just ignore it and don't feed into anything that they say it does go away I mean specifically I remember them upon themselves getting a little upset with each other because of someone talking to me while I was around my friends and my friends start picking up on it cuz I'm never quiet but I just thought I'd put that out there that I I feel bad that you guys have all these things don't get me wrong I have the same high pitch noises I hear saying things that going over sometimes and even when I'm bored I tap into it and talk to him sometimes they're not in the box as I call it that should be in the special place in order to communicate with me they're not always in there cuz I hear the door closed sometimes the night hear the voice kid you know muffled I called the big man's voice it's kind of like a chicken little when you find out it's aliens and she the mom's all she's a big voice on me sorry I'm text talking and a little drunk but hopefully this makes sense

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Has anyone boices said:

That's an order

Return you house

Surround target

Any one down there

Please be quiet, we're coming to a check point

Sounds heard:

18 wheeler coming to a check.point with dog parking

R**e of women

Or beating of women

Cars sliding on dirt

Just wondering if any one else shares the sounds

Just wondering

Does any one else have this?

I know ow the dog fight is a recurring program they've used in every state ive moved to, and I think the beating are to work up my nerves...

One thing they dont count on is i like Jeffery labouski about it.

Has anyone found that their inner monologue (ability to speak inside head with inner monologue) was suddenly enabled when they began hearing auditory voices (quiet voices in head)? I suddenly began hearing voices a few years ago but I was born without an inner monologue. So, it was very startling to not only hear auditory voices but also have the ability to subvocally speak back to the voices and converse with them. Is this common? I wonder if too much marijuana might have enabled an inner monologue? Now that I have one, it’s difficult to control and I think I’m really just hearing myself act out different character voices in my head.

Does any one else have this problem?

Some time my chest itches for no reason, and then come bumps.. not white heads or black heads... just bumps. And if squeezed yeah white stuff come out..

Doesn any one else have this problem as well?

Mesa Verde, its a little town right before Blythe off the 10 interstate right before Arizona.

I think dude to the dog fighting there and solar farms and energy lay out.

It would be cool to test that out with other TIs.

You want have the high pitch tone out there. And voice go away if it rains (very rare).

It what you call a prison town, on the prison shut down.

Just a thought

So as i sit here wait for real impending doom, the voice have been strongly silent.. the people driving by are slowing g down as much in front of my house.. only 2 bikers have reved by.

But yeah I just wanting for them to come get him..

Do you think the cops that eventually watch the house before the knock, will notice the the GS driving by so.much?

Just my experience that happened to come together at time that would push people in to a deep harder place to be. But some thing are just happen stance.. just thought i share.

So just as i take a few step forward

my room mate wakes me up to tell me he had a felony warrant, that the cop could bust in at any time.

Really dude. Hes like 65.. i had call the court house to make sure I wasn't tripped.

Nothing to do with or anyone this.. Just bad timing..

Like my ear drum ..

2 steps back

LoL

2 steps back..

I tell you one thing the observing voices got right... he did have cameras on me in mutual rooms..

I asked him when I first moved in if he did...he said no. bummer. Im not say the voices tell things that end up being true, however, the things i hear them talk about tend to be on point.

I feeling an ant, that found sugar told the colony and when we got it was gone and then a gust of wind and im lost, where half the homes go..

Did you if an ant scout signals food and there's any ( because it cleaned up) they kill that scout ant.

To be clear, I am not chosen or a targeted individual.

I would.like to claim i know this isn't some government technology, im they have stuff that helps it be better but i know this done with like held hostage psychics or telepathically, but yes with some type of buster.

I made a deal with the one in charge of this world and the next, and this is what I got.

The first week when this started and I just thought I was hearing the neighnor of the tv. But I got to hear the work if you will, I know how I poped to there box if you could call it anything.

I got to hear them observing other people in real time.. and now that I think about it I imagin I hear them Activating gang stalkers.. becUse list this was what I hear before they knew i was present :

All units return to you house

All units go back to what you were doing

All units be quite we are going to a check point- followed by some random voice engaging like saying hi or how ya doing ..ext...

Police 🚨 s followed by a cop knock and some department.

Or someone of authority voice saying " anyone down there"

But at the beging when the notice i could hear them, mainly in there box. But in the free area is what id call it, they had some whom interpreted my answers. They didnt ask about my life or anything they want to know how and why I was there. Just like they can go though you mind like a roladex, I could in go and show them thing that theyre host was doi g that could get them aressted. So.i feel there is a pre cog if you'll, that is need and used to bridge some type.of gap. Because they hear me but had to wait for some.one else to explain the feeling reasoning of my answers. I wasnt aloud to ask this re cog anything directly towards and I could tell that but they way he didnt answer untill the brought him in the conversation.

I did hear them taunting people with was the hardest.. . And they did push my boundaries of what I could stomach to listen to. They were trying to scare push me away for theyre command center . But i was sadly feeding off of all the negitive energy. Ehat you can do with with conscious can be addicting.

I let them hack my phone, and used to text my self what I was doi g and where i was going. Yeah still gang stalked but not in a hostile way.

I thought all this would go away as I was away from where some evil shit was going down.

But it didnt. I kick it what people whom id say are awear of there surrounding for.legal reason but I was still gang stalked.

It makes sense to me, if they can shut down my body remotely I belive they can body snack people when they need to.

Because I hear the command/order all units and the some word blurred out set target now. They would only last 30 at most.

But it was what I belive was happening to these people in the place there minds were that was horrible.

I had to hear 460 people get shot the first night, hear the bast trick they play to give them home.

Alway water..

Only a few times in the beginning when the people arrive I hear all drive on the wall and everyone else stay down. I assumed driver got to live but I learned only if they didnt get busted or have a crash.

I said there all night just emotionally check out. But i had to be.

I dont this of anything I heard or pictured is literal, but the best vision my mind or this demotion could interpret.

When I found out this is my price a asked for names places and distance to be blurred or beeped out.. i had one chance to change one thing about and I wasted it on that rule..

I have been to where nightmares are made of.

Yeah highly intence.

I know that it's highly frowned upon within this community to engage with said voices however I'm just wondering for my own personal gain because my situation is a little different and anyone had a positive experience from talking to them and I don't mean when they love bomb you or trying to get you to do something radical or extreme I mean like you're like heard their side talk when they're not talking to you because I have or can anyone share with me their experiences if they've ever had a conversation like you felt like you were talking to an actual personality on the other end not a person but a system or something

Now I do have to stay up at night due to my job schedule, but last night all I kelp hearing was a women screaming help and what not, now I do live on a decent size hill so you can hear alot sounds, and with blow ear drum, even more.

But I hear her screaming mean arguing and the a gun shot. And for some reason what I hear most in a car pulling on and off a dirt road.

Not sure why, when where in live theres no dirt roads.

Also i thing i hear is police sirens but the only thing that is funny is I know the difference in ambulance and police sirens so it really works to make me get a reaction. 2nd most in a cop knock ( some one else's door in the neighborhood ), followed by some police/sheriff ..I only figured out a way to kow if it really or not is because when cop steps out of the car the beep there fobs. So I dont hear that first I know its not real, not not, real just that nothing going to effect me.

It seem the more you dont react the more intense you hear things.

Not to go down a rabbit hole but this is what my mind subconsciously thought the first time like I went somewhere else at a friend's house, to like try to get away from it, because what I hear is external but also I hear a pretty far away. So some times i hear like whats it sould like for a home invasions. when I see the next day it's just them but they're still screaming in the background throughout the day and everything. as if someone's like snatched their body and theyre minds are put else where. And the horrible thing that are done that i have to hear, used to bug me untill I quit reacting up untill that last time that happened.

I went to borrow something from the family next to my friends house I was staying a for a few day, and the mom and daughter were Hella banged up. And things in theyre house were broke . When I asked if they were alright they said the dog must have stepped on them while they fell asleep..

When I ask my friend hey did you anything a mist last night next door, he was like yeah but you didnt react so i didnt. He continues yeah sounded like a scuffle and than make up sex. When I asked why he didnt say anything he said why would he if i did. Fair.

I just kind of wish maybe I should get my eardrum fixed because I don't know if things are you know really happening, I have to wait for my friends reactions to see if they hear it but I can hear far away so sometimes I'm just letting something happen and I'm not doing anything about it but it's like you know, what can you do. I got to live my life

A couple years ago blue hole in my ear when I sneezed from my allergies and my nose was f***** up with snot and I blew something in my ear I felt the difference but for any reason I didn't go to the hospital cut to a few years later Carrie I'm sounding crazy telling people at work that I work around please don't talk s*** because I can hear you and then I restate something they said and I was always right I never miss heard someone but it does suck when you can hear what people say about you and you can't unhear it. But now I find myself hearing further and further away but being able to Zone in on specific voices that are far away and when I ask if they're you know this is correct it pans out to be correct now I must be clear I did go to the psychiatric hospital in fear that I was having ear hallucinations which is something that comes when you blow your eardrum also something about the lining between that makes you like get paranoid cuz you're disconnected or something I don't know I'm not a doctor. But I do know that from what I can read if it was schizophrenia it would be negative voices but these aren't negative voices these are voices that are actually not narrating my my voice but distinctive not personalities but they're talking about things that end up happening like I've reached out to random stranger in the neighborhood I was living in and ask them a question and they said yeah how did you know that and I said oh I heard it and they seemed highly concerned but it did save them from getting busted by the cops because this is out in the desert where you know it's not like Inner City where you have to worry about your house. But I was looking at stuff about links Between blowing eardrums and schizophrenia and that does happen because of some lining which creates paranoia and you hear your internal monologue but then I also read that when you reach a higher state of consciousness awareness that you do hear your internal monologue which is very distinctive from the other voices so I'm just confused why can't get anywhere that says schizophrenia is always negative and I've never heard of a schizophrenic person talking about all the positive things that they're voices are saying or positive things are telling them to do but these are not these are not conversations about everything I'm doing wrong if these are talking about events that are currently happening maybe a few blocks away or maybe there's specific people that I used to live by that are saying things that I'm hearing when I'm not even anywhere near them does anyone ever had this happen before now keep in mind i do practice the occult when I feel need to. This is not spiritual. Because I also seen to hear people when they are a threat to me but it's only if their intent is to physically harm me and I know that because I've dodged a few situations and that's cool and all but one person was who I talk to you afterwards was like how did you know and I was like I just got a sense of man I'm not going to tell someone I heard like what they were going to do in my head I don't know what's going on but it's been way for years it's hard to maintain because it's not schizophrenia and I'm debating whether to fix my eardrum because I do like being able to hear far away it is very very nice and it took away my tendonitis people say it brings it back it took mine away I used to have that my whole life whenever TV was on it would hurt my ears no matter what room it was in and then new TVs came out and so it doesn't hurt I should point out I am Rh negative blood type and I feel like that has something to do with it but then again I could just be crazy people say that it's psychic abilities or that you know you're hearing demons I just want to know if anyone else has had this happen to them I mean this is after time and time again provable things materialistic things have happened like people I don't know and without putting a lot of danger too sometimes cuz I'm not supposed to know certain things that I've heard but yeah I'm just wondering if anyone else had this experience and what did they do to activate it or how are they doing with it now I do not need medical advice I've been to multiple hospitals and I am not schizophrenic and I've been completely honest with the doctors and the closest thing I got to it was eardrum blunt being blown that has been linked to some type of schizophrenia but from what I can tell schizophrenia is a paranoia and voice in time

Hey, im, what ever name the site gave. New to credit.

I feel even though we all have theories on what's going on you should at least be able to post it somewhere without someone saying that's wrong that's incorrect you're going to hurt someone's feelings. I feel, Depending on what stage you at, it okay to sould crazy, atheist its honest. I know puting it out for someone else to see, and that might be a big help.

I make no claims to be an expert.

I belive finding at least one funny thing in every experience Good way to end post.

Okay first there's some things that make my situation a little bit different I did blow my eardrum so I could hear Far Away really well at the same time I do practice Voodoo and the Occult when I fly into so I was definitely attempting to open the other Pathways and channels and that worked.

Well I didn't expect was all this there to be you stepping stone from hearing them to that moment when you freeze and choose not to.move no.matter what happens, mine was sadly embarrassing. To ordering things.

Full disclosure i did do D\*\*\*s at the time and took a brake to see if this was now permanent side effect from drug use.

But what did happen is I did come across something Because I could hear well at the same time Practicing what I was um Doing voodoo-wise That I actually got to talk to People that were you would say gang stalking me because I saved him from getting arrested However This is something that I chose to do I just didn't know it would be This Because um I'm not paranoid like I think I'm some special person if anything it kind of seemed like everyone was surprised that uh I tapped into it and we're kind of concerned So within a targeted individual I tap it into it Also I push myself to a very very exhaustive Of my body to make sure Uh that what I was doing would work Um I just this was a side effect of what happened.

And they're definitely is something scary about thinking something's happening and knowing something's happening but like I said I've spoken to people who didn't Gang Stop it because some government agency told them to they did it because I had picked up on something that I heard that they were doing and I told them to zip it up you know you're slipping because I can hear it and you know then that's what led to all some fearful things however,

just putting music on and being around friends help.

From what I can see they don't engage with you because I am going to Enthusiast I do have security cameras I did go on to the desert in the middle of nowhere so there's no fear anymore I don't break the law I have a perfect record so like I also am very erratic at times but there's nothing to fear I mean the closest thing I came to worrying is I almost got arrested but I saw to it to be around that in the sense of I knew it was coming so I prepared for it and ended up just eating a couple of soap pods and then going to the hospital and the doctor said I couldn't go to jail so I did get lucky but I did prevent that ahead of time and had that set up because something weird was going on.

But at times it's hard to decipher what I'm being heard and what I'm actually hearing because I have you know reported people getting beaten the crap out of and that was really happening because of the whole year and other times there's no one in sight but it's weird with the wind and stuff and vents mainly bathrooms for some reason I don't know why it's like that.

I don't think I'm both retarded individual I think I freaking opened up something to be one because the cacophony that followed was very very I don't know not funny but kind of caught off guard by the whoever the other end is they were not prepared I kind of popped in and I've I've met the people cool I've heard in externally which is crazy.

Because from what I can tell the gangstalkers are people that they they just kind of funnel you into a situation where the other people will do it not because they're being paid or told because it's in their best interest to do it.

But I can't trust any new people around me unless they do hippie flip with me .

Okay first there's some things that make my situation a little bit different I did blow my eardrum so I could hear Far Away really well at the same time I do practice Voodoo and the Occult when I fly into so I was definitely attempting to open the other Pathways and channels and that worked.

Well I didn't expect was all this there to be you stepping stone from hearing them to that moment when you freeze and choose not to.move no.matter what happens, mine was sadly embarrassing. To ordering things.

Full disclosure i did do D***s at the time and took a brake to see if this was now permanent side effect from drug use.

But what did happen is I did come across something Because I could hear well at the same time Practicing what I was um Doing voodoo-wise That I actually got to talk to People that were you would say gang stalking me because I saved him from getting arrested However This is something that I chose to do I just didn't know it would be This Because um I'm not paranoid like I think I'm some special person if anything it kind of seemed like everyone was surprised that uh I tapped into it and we're kind of concerned So within a targeted individual I tap it into it Also I push myself to a very very exhaustive Of my body to make sure Uh that what I was doing would work Um I just this was a side effect of what happened.

And they're definitely is something scary about thinking something's happening and knowing something's happening but like I said I've spoken to people who didn't Gang Stop it because some government agency told them to they did it because I had picked up on something that I heard that they were doing and I told them to zip it up you know you're slipping because I can hear it and you know then that's what led to all some fearful things however,

just putting music on and being around friends help.

From what I can see they don't engage with you because I am going to Enthusiast I do have security cameras I did go on to the desert in the middle of nowhere so there's no fear anymore I don't break the law I have a perfect record so like I also am very erratic at times but there's nothing to fear I mean the closest thing I came to worrying is I almost got arrested but I saw to it to be around that in the sense of I knew it was coming so I prepared for it and ended up just eating a couple of soap pods and then going to the hospital and the doctor said I couldn't go to jail so I did get lucky but I did prevent that ahead of time and had that set up because something weird was going on.

But at times it's hard to decipher what I'm being heard and what I'm actually hearing because I have you know reported people getting beaten the crap out of and that was really happening because of the whole year and other times there's no one in sight but it's weird with the wind and stuff and vents mainly bathrooms for some reason I don't know why it's like that.

I don't think I'm both retarded individual I think I freaking opened up something to be one because the cacophony that followed was very very I don't know not funny but kind of caught off guard by the whoever the other end is they were not prepared I kind of popped in and I've I've met the people cool I've heard in externally which is crazy.

Because from what I can tell the gangstalkers are people that they they just kind of funnel you into a situation where the other people will do it not because they're being paid or told because it's in their best interest to do it.

But I can't trust any new people around me unless they do hippie flip with me .

Any one ?

A couple years ago blue hole in my ear when I sneezed from my allergies and my nose was f***** up with snot and I blew something in my ear I felt the difference but for any reason I didn't go to the hospital cut to a few years later Carrie I'm sounding crazy telling people at work that I work around please don't talk s*** because I can hear you and then I restate something they said and I was always right I never miss heard someone but it does suck when you can hear what people say about you and you can't unhear it. But now I find myself hearing further and further away but being able to Zone in on specific voices that are far away and when I ask if they're you know this is correct it pans out to be correct now I must be clear I did go to the psychiatric hospital in fear that I was having ear hallucinations which is something that comes when you blow your eardrum also something about the lining between that makes you like get paranoid cuz you're disconnected or something I don't know I'm not a doctor. But I do know that from what I can read if it was schizophrenia it would be negative voices but these aren't negative voices these are voices that are actually not narrating my my voice but distinctive not personalities but they're talking about things that end up happening like I've reached out to random stranger in the neighborhood I was living in and ask them a question and they said yeah how did you know that and I said oh I heard it and they seemed highly concerned but it did save them from getting busted by the cops because this is out in the desert where you know it's not like Inner City where you have to worry about your house. But I was looking at stuff about links Between blowing eardrums and schizophrenia and that does happen because of some lining which creates paranoia and you hear your internal monologue but then I also read that when you reach a higher state of consciousness awareness that you do hear your internal monologue which is very distinctive from the other voices so I'm just confused why can't get anywhere that says schizophrenia is always negative and I've never heard of a schizophrenic person talking about all the positive things that they're voices are saying or positive things are telling them to do but these are not these are not conversations about everything I'm doing wrong if these are talking about events that are currently happening maybe a few blocks away or maybe there's specific people that I used to live by that are saying things that I'm hearing when I'm not even anywhere near them does anyone ever had this happen before now keep in mind i do practice the occult when I feel need to. This is not spiritual. Because I also seen to hear people when they are a threat to me but it's only if their intent is to physically harm me and I know that because I've dodged a few situations and that's cool and all but one person was who I talk to you afterwards was like how did you know and I was like I just got a sense of man I'm not going to tell someone I heard like what they were going to do in my head I don't know what's going on but it's been way for years it's hard to maintain because it's not schizophrenia and I'm debating whether to fix my eardrum because I do like being able to hear far away it is very very nice and it took away my tendonitis people say it brings it back it took mine away I used to have that my whole life whenever TV was on it would hurt my ears no matter what room it was in and then new TVs came out and so it doesn't hurt I should point out I am Rh negative blood type and I feel like that has something to do with it but then again I could just be crazy people say that it's psychic abilities or that you know you're hearing demons I just want to know if anyone else has had this happen to them I mean this is after time and time again provable things materialistic things have happened like people I don't know and without putting a lot of danger too sometimes cuz I'm not supposed to know certain things that I've heard but yeah I'm just wondering if anyone else had this experience and what did they do to activate it or how are they doing with it now I do not need medical advice I've been to multiple hospitals and I am not schizophrenic and I've been completely honest with the doctors and the closest thing I got to it was eardrum blunt being blown that has been linked to some type of schizophrenia but from what I can tell schizophrenia is a paranoia and voice in time

A couple years ago blue hole in my ear when I sneezed from my allergies and my nose was f***** up with snot and I blew something in my ear I felt the difference but for any reason I didn't go to the hospital cut to a few years later Carrie I'm sounding crazy telling people at work that I work around please don't talk s*** because I can hear you and then I restate something they said and I was always right I never miss heard someone but it does suck when you can hear what people say about you and you can't unhear it. But now I find myself hearing further and further away but being able to Zone in on specific voices that are far away and when I ask if they're you know this is correct it pans out to be correct now I must be clear I did go to the psychiatric hospital in fear that I was having ear hallucinations which is something that comes when you blow your eardrum also something about the lining between that makes you like get paranoid cuz you're disconnected or something I don't know I'm not a doctor. But I do know that from what I can read if it was schizophrenia it would be negative voices but these aren't negative voices these are voices that are actually not narrating my my voice but distinctive not personalities but they're talking about things that end up happening like I've reached out to random stranger in the neighborhood I was living in and ask them a question and they said yeah how did you know that and I said oh I heard it and they seemed highly concerned but it did save them from getting busted by the cops because this is out in the desert where you know it's not like Inner City where you have to worry about your house. But I was looking at stuff about links Between blowing eardrums and schizophrenia and that does happen because of some lining which creates paranoia and you hear your internal monologue but then I also read that when you reach a higher state of consciousness awareness that you do hear your internal monologue which is very distinctive from the other voices so I'm just confused why can't get anywhere that says schizophrenia is always negative and I've never heard of a schizophrenic person talking about all the positive things that they're voices are saying or positive things are telling them to do but these are not these are not conversations about everything I'm doing wrong if these are talking about events that are currently happening maybe a few blocks away or maybe there's specific people that I used to live by that are saying things that I'm hearing when I'm not even anywhere near them does anyone ever had this happen before now keep in mind i do practice the occult when I feel need to. This is not spiritual. Because I also seen to hear people when they are a threat to me but it's only if their intent is to physically harm me and I know that because I've dodged a few situations and that's cool and all but one person was who I talk to you afterwards was like how did you know and I was like I just got a sense of man I'm not going to tell someone I heard like what they were going to do in my head I don't know what's going on but it's been way for years it's hard to maintain because it's not schizophrenia and I'm debating whether to fix my eardrum because I do like being able to hear far away it is very very nice and it took away my tendonitis people say it brings it back it took mine away I used to have that my whole life whenever TV was on it would hurt my ears no matter what room it was in and then new TVs came out and so it doesn't hurt I should point out I am Rh negative blood type and I feel like that has something to do with it but then again I could just be crazy people say that it's psychic abilities or that you know you're hearing demons I just want to know if anyone else has had this happen to them I mean this is after time and time again provable things materialistic things have happened like people I don't know and without putting a lot of danger too sometimes cuz I'm not supposed to know certain things that I've heard but yeah I'm just wondering if anyone else had this experience and what did they do to activate it or how are they doing with it now I do not need medical advice I've been to multiple hospitals and I am not schizophrenic and I've been completely honest with the doctors and the closest thing I got to it was eardrum blunt being blown that has been linked to some type of schizophrenia but from what I can tell schizophrenia is a paranoia and voice in time