11 years and counting
2015 seems far yet close to me, I had separated from my wife and wanted to care for my children and promised
To not fall for women or get involved in any sexual activities to just focus my time, money, on my kids. 11 years later no sex and feel clear of any drama that could have happened coming from
Sex and diverting my energy to raising my kids, keeping my finances afloat, especially now. Actually I do not think of sex anymore, work, raising kids, finances take up all my time. I see attractive women as pretty physically but I don’t even get excited, I also avoid any contact with women, no hugs or kisses on the cheek, don’t want their perfume or makeup on my clothes, i learned that to keep clear of any sexual desires early on i just had to avoid situations that could bring physical contact. Now in 2026 I feel relieved that I managed to avoid any sexual activity and it has given me an incredible peace and focus.