u/Low_Perspective9747

how to feel less doomy about being trans especially with recent things about trans rights because the thought of transitioning rn feels very impossible both with being able to transition and dealing with my family and friends about it because as far as i know im the only trans person in my entire family so it feels very alienating even without them knowing. most of my worry about transitioning is that ive gotten so used to looking like a girl that i dont want to change it out of fear id be harrassed for being clocky

what options realistically do i have for getting hormoness specifically testosterone whether that be privately, diy or through ngs (not likely) because im kind of worried about imago not being available since it moved to america.

so im nearly finished the leaving and ive been thinking about just going ahead and trying to socially transition before i turn 18 but i dont really know how or what to do because i have 1 trans friend irl and we're both closeted and its scary to think about.

i mostly want to do it before i go to college so i dont have to deal with shit about people knowing my legal name but thats probably going to happen anyways.

okay i have a few questions of varying topics

1. trans friendly hairdressers/barbers in munster or connacht

2. anyone whos done the leaving how terrible was it because i am quite anxious abt it esp irish papers

3. how to go about the process of legal name change and what documents would i need to do so and what would i need to change my name on.

thankey xx