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I didn’t realize the past stayed with me

I’ve realized how anxious I get around people.

I overthink everything , whether I’m bothering them, making them uncomfortable, or whether I should even ask to meet or talk. Sometimes I think about it so much that I just don’t do anything.

I don’t think I’m ready for close friendships or being with someone yet. Maybe I just need more time to feel comfortable around people again.

It’s weird how much your past can affect you without you even realizing it.

u/Lucky-Structure-3231 — 16 days ago
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Something new...

ഞാൻ കുറച്ച് മാസങ്ങൾക്ക് ശേഷം ആണ് ഞ്ഞാൻ എന്റെ പണ്ടത്തെ ഫ്രണ്ടിനെ കാണുന്നെ.
അവൻ അവന്റെ gf ഇനെ പറ്റി ഒക്കെ സംസാരിച്ചു.
ഞാനും മmutually breakup ആയ കഥ ഷെയർ ചൈതു.

And when i dropped him back home. He asked എന്താ പരിപാടി.
I said : Nothing , just go back home and sleep , I have no one to talk to… when she was there i used to talk to her and all. Now im lonely .

I was dull a little at that time but i enjoy myself alone soo...
thing is he gave me a little side hug and said “you can call me and talk whenever you are sad okay ?”

And it felt so something new in my life that someone giving a hug and saying this …..

Just saying…. Bye!

TLDR: Friend gave me a side hug and said you can talk to him whenver you are not okay? And j felt its something new in my life…

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u/Lucky-Structure-3231 — 16 days ago