Lost
The voice inside my head is slowly fading away .
The voice inside my head is slowly fading away .
I’ve realized how anxious I get around people.
I overthink everything , whether I’m bothering them, making them uncomfortable, or whether I should even ask to meet or talk. Sometimes I think about it so much that I just don’t do anything.
I don’t think I’m ready for close friendships or being with someone yet. Maybe I just need more time to feel comfortable around people again.
It’s weird how much your past can affect you without you even realizing it.
ഞാൻ കുറച്ച് മാസങ്ങൾക്ക് ശേഷം ആണ് ഞ്ഞാൻ എന്റെ പണ്ടത്തെ ഫ്രണ്ടിനെ കാണുന്നെ.
അവൻ അവന്റെ gf ഇനെ പറ്റി ഒക്കെ സംസാരിച്ചു.
ഞാനും മmutually breakup ആയ കഥ ഷെയർ ചൈതു.
And when i dropped him back home. He asked എന്താ പരിപാടി.
I said : Nothing , just go back home and sleep , I have no one to talk to… when she was there i used to talk to her and all. Now im lonely .
I was dull a little at that time but i enjoy myself alone soo...
thing is he gave me a little side hug and said “you can call me and talk whenever you are sad okay ?”
And it felt so something new in my life that someone giving a hug and saying this …..
Just saying…. Bye!
TLDR: Friend gave me a side hug and said you can talk to him whenver you are not okay? And j felt its something new in my life…