I feel like I’m losing myself.
I just graduated with my bachelor’s in Art Education. It was my dad decision because I like art but he doesn’t think being an artist will work without being a teacher. But I don’t like kids. I love art but I also don’t think I’m good enough. So I want to get my masters in something completely different but I’m scared to skip a semester to really understand what I really want. My top passion right now is Zoo science. Ever since I was little I wanted to work with animals but I thought being a vet was the only thing. Even though I do want to do this I have an internal feeling that I’m going to lose every part of myself. Everyone defines me as artistic and I love that but I feel like if I have my career in zoo science I’ll lose that part of me that’s been apart of me my whole life. I just don’t know what to do and I’m afraid to waste my 20s not knowing myself and being afraid to take any step.