About A Synesthesia
Hi, i have been seeing colors surrounding people since 7th grade (but it happens very rarely, on its own).
I think the colors and their intensity change according to that emotion and the intensity of the emotion of that person i observe. For example;
Once, there was my literature teacher and he was SO ANGRY to our class because of their speech performances, i saw a really intense, clearly observable and large translucent mist that surrounds him. It moves with him, stays with him. A couple minutes later my friend Burcu went up the do her speech CALMLY and i saw a mid sized, mid intense green translucent mist surrounding him. Compared to my literature teacher, she didn't feel that calmness emotion as much as my teacher felt angry, so the mist was not that intense compared to the teacher. I saw the yellow on 4-5 persons, everytime the intensity was different. All of them was angry. And for the green i saw it more than yellow, like i guess 7-8 person and it also had different intensitys everytime. All of them were calm. There was this one time:
My biology teacher was angry but he is pretty cold blooded so i could tell he was trying to cover his anger, and i kept seeing yellow color surrounding him too but the difference was there was a little, thin red color in the deeps of the yellow, close to his body. Barely visible.
So, i think:
Yellow for anger.
Green for calmness.
Red for something they hide, like anger.
While i was researching, closest synesthesia to what i experience i found looks like "Perceived Emotion-To-Color", is that true?
Also, why can't i do it by wanting it, it happens randomly (i dont even know if its randomly i just guess) and it is pretty rare but it got more common these times.
Is there a way to make it more common?