My husband cheated while on rotation
So before I start this post, I do wanna say that I am not going to leave him unless this happens again. I don’t think that he cheated physically, but I will never be sure about that. The day after he came home, I found out that he had been texting his ex for nudes and sending her ton of money. I just need advice on how to move past this and how I can develop trust for him again. Whenever I found everything out, he immediately blocked her and promised me that he would never do something like this again even though the entire time he was on rotation I was asking him if he was cheating on me because I had a weird feeling, and he was telling me no and that he promised he wasn’t. I also found out that he had asked other random women online to hook up while I was away in our home state (to my knowledge nothing came of that). I then found out that he had a dating app, but he said he never met up with anybody from there and he had deactivated his account. I just don’t know how to trust him, but I really want to be able to fix our marriage because he is a great man and he is an amazing father. So if you guys know of any resources for counseling or just any general advice, that would be awesome. Also, if you’re just gonna tell me to leave him, please don’t bother commenting, respectfully