The Morrigan calling through an injured rook? I'm only just learning about and all of this, any insight appreciated
So this week my plans changed and I was killing time and went to feed some rooks I'd been feeding for about 15 years. One was injured after pleading for health from a lot of people to help me get a box and a man from the traveling community another out cast catching the crow for me he was re released later that day just dazed. I didn't have a lot of time or resources but managed to do what I could. I was afraid the crows were going to hate me but they didn't
It was weird i happened upon a set of Archetype cards and drew my present and future for the first time the night prior and drew the engineer and the magical child just as side note, i wouldn't normally draw tarot or anything like that.
I felt from the start catching this crow was a test from the universe, but the more I look into The Morrigan the more I feel she might be calling me. She is the Triple goddess, at the age of 2 i decided i was not turning 3 I was going to stay two or turn 4. I was rejecting the trinity at an early age. I am now 32 which feels significant as well.
I decided one night at 19 I wanted to put the habitats back for the animals, the following the day I hitched a lift and got a job in wildflower conservation. She is the goddess of keeping the land right.
She is also the goddess of war and i have been through so much psychological warfare i have been diagnosed with CPTSD and have had trauma induced psychosis where i heard guiding voices, I was so psychologically messed up I've had three public funded psychologists which are hard to get my country but done alot of work on myself and become less of vicitum and more stronger. Her being the goddess of war and all
Going back to my great grandparents and great great there are stories of the banshee in our line of family, we're Irish still living here. Which made me obsessed with banshees growing up.
I prayed and acknowledged her, not accepted and felt an energy in my body i could move around, i wouldn't normally pray.
let me know if you think there's something there or maybe I'm just grasping at straws.