u/Maleficent-Mango750

F 23 very sure i have hocd for 2 years and I tried therapy a year ago but I didn't work and the kast 2 days I feel absolutely wretched. I struggle to go outside and see people on my phone a lot im neglecting everything around me im constantly distracted. I fear so much thst im queer looking back on my expirences where I did have some great attractions to men byt most of the online ones where boring which my brain has told me is a sign of lesbian. I live in the middle nowhere in the uk not a large us city with plenty of resources could you link resources to me please.

F 23 very sure i have hocd for 2 years and I tried therapy a year ago but I didn't work and the kast 2 days I feel absolutely wretched. I struggle to go outside and see people on my phone a lot im neglecting everything around me im constantly distracted. I fear so much thst im queer looking back on my expirences where I did have some great attractions to men byt most of the online ones where boring which my brain has told me is a sign of lesbian. I live in the middle nowhere in the uk not a large us city with plenty of resources could you link resources to me please.

F 23 here i have hocd c9nvinced im a comphet lesbian usually its only moderate but for 24 hours it was really severe and suddenly an hour ago from stress ive gone numb and not caring as much is thus burnout abd my brain trying to protect me kr acceptance I dont feel happy ir sad just thick wooly headed does anyone ever get thid.

F 23 here haven't posted in a while im worried i don't have so ocd and that im just lesbian in denial with comphet. Even before ocd I was uncomfortable around queer women byt I didnt think much of it just felt better when I was away from them. I like lesbian porn and other adult material sometimes I can picture being a in a queer relationship that freaks me out. Anyway I read ghe story of camilla lorentzen a latebloomer thought she was straight came out as 30. Said in hindsight looking back she was attracted to women worried thst will be me when there are small things now such as in average women are aesthetically more attractive on average. Poing is im terrified that will happen with me I get so triggered by latebloomer lesbian stories