Cant break through need help
I just don't get this drug and I feel like I've tried everything. I've been doing dmt on and off for some time now and I've never broken through. Things look colorful or distorted but I never get past that it feels. I get strange visuals like I've lived through something or I can be anywhere I imagine but nothing beyond that.
Setup:
Smok Rigel mod
T-air 5ml tank
.2 ohm 50-70w 2-1 single mesh coil
Usually set between 40-50w (47w atm) for ~3 seconds per pull
Listening to a video or music
Occasionally use ayahuasca vine extract (idk the concentration its just some off the shelf tincture it definitely makes the dmt effects last longer)
I've tried it in my room laying down, in the shower standing up (Usually not trying to break through there because I could lose consciousness and fall), sitting in the living room, even at a friends house. Nothing seems to work. I take mulitple day breaks, I've done it slow, done it fast. Taken deep breathes before a pull and held the smoke for 20 seconds or more every pull.
I've had some crazy experiences I can't describe but I feel like there's more to it and I'm doing something wrong.
Would using a different method be better for visuals like pharmahuasca or even smoking raw crystals? Is it a mentality thing? I know there's more to this drug I just feel like im locked out for some reason.