What does “with time” even mean? Time does not resurrect the dead or restore the life that was taken from me. 4 fucking years and I'm lonely all the time.
Tried everything. Nothing works. Nothing is interesting anymore.
I'm just an empty shell now.
"The dead are beyond it.
The real burial happens afterward.”
“Losing her broke me once. Living without her keeps breaking me every day.”
My life been so surreal since she died.
Kids grown.
No friends.
Families distance themselves from me.
The more I talk the lesser I hear from people.
Continue posting in reddit until I die?
Fucking pathetic life isn't it. No one here to save me.
But all I found waiting for me—was only suffering.