ExMus , got baptized today
Syrian here.
I left Islam more than 7 years ago
I married an Alawite 5 years ago who didn't really care much for anything, nor did her parents and it was great.
And during those seven years we were busy with life and work and we got occupied ,and never realized how tired and drained we were until things settled down a bit and left the middle east.
During my college years, i used to curse God alot.
You'd know what I'm talking about if you're Levantine.
i had a dream where Mariam in her blue garment put a glass of water in front of me and said "don't insult god, and drink this instead"
Back then i didn't really care much for it beside it being a weird, and unusual dream, and assumed it happened because my Christian friend was staying at my place that night and my brain may have registered that in my unconsciousness somehow.
Many Years later.
No Christian friend this time.
Haven't thought about religion in a very long time.
I had another dream, identical to the previous one,where she was standing in front of a door as if she was leaving, the glass was sitting on a table in front of me and she said "drink, I'm still waiting"
I've been going to church for a year now.
I read and taught myself about my savior, and i was lucky that my wife didn't reject it, on the contrary, She was unbelievably open to it and supported my decision.
I got baptized today and It was wholesome.
I believe I've never been this content and full my entire life.