u/MeGustaLaManana

I just had to put my 13 year old girl to rest. I've had her since I was 20 and have gone through so many milestones with her. I know she's out of pain, but I can't shake the feeling that she's alone now. I know that her body isn't "her," but I need her to know that I love her, and I'm so sorry she suffered at all. I know life will go on, but I don't want her to think she wasn't special and that this loss isn't flipping my world upside down. I know I'm projecting a lot on to her, but I can't get over her not being here and leaving her behind.