It’s the Fourth of July and I’m fake laughing and smiling, while trying to old back my tears. Idk why I’m sad. Well I do it’s this Fkn PMDD I’m so tired of this cycle over and over. Should I just cry ?? I feel like it will trigger a whole episode, but holding it in is heavy. Then everyone asks what’s wrong and I’m like “idk”
Am I the only one who get a little extremely irritated when my family asks me “what’s wrong” after I’ve already said nothing and I’m fine (just in a mood). My bf just asked me “what’s wrong” I said I’m fine. I’m moody. And then my daughter asked the same thing. Then my bf asked again in the same fkn minute. Then my daughter asked again. I know they are concerned but ffffffaaaaqqqq. Save me before I exploded. Finally in the last time I said “I’m fine nothing is wrong” they get upset bc I’m snappy…. I swear I’m so tired of these fkn mood swings.
I was on depo for 10 years. Got off as I didn’t need BC anymore. I felt fine after getting off. I was having spotting for months with no issues other than that. OB/GYN suggested the Mirena to help with spotting and as a BC method as I was in a new relationship at that point. I got the Mirena, passed out woke up in the ER. Anyways spotting stopped after 3 months. I was fine, then about 6months later. The SI and depression and bought of crying started every month on a pattern. Told the OB/GYN I was having SI, they removed it immediately. I started to feel better but then the symptoms came a back 2 months later. I was diagnosed with PMDD in the fall of last year. Now on antidepressants. My primary said the PMDD could have been caused by the BC. There’s no way to know. I just wana know if this is something that is prominent and happening to other women and if so how many? Because if it’s a lot I know for me I was not educated on the risks of these things prior to opting into these two BC methods
Heading on a family trip in my luteal phase.. send me prayers and good vibes 🤣🤣🤣these fk dogs, truckers and my bf window down is getting on my last nerve. 🤣🤣🤣 I’m tryna make light of this situation. Help me.
So we already have 16 panels. Sunrun came and offered batteries and a handful of xtra panels to help us completed offset. It would be to lease and they estimated us at $190/mo with annual percentage of 3.5% for the entire 25 years. They said if we moved we can take them with us and if we want to cancel at anytime we can. They explained it in a way where we basically pay them monthly for the utility of electricity. I’ve heard alot of bad things about sun run but I’m not sure if it’s all bad. Salesmen are meant to make it sounds good but I’m just here to do some research before we even consider. They are suppose to come back tomorrow to discuss more info.
Looking for a good prep program for my boards. I used archer for my RN and I loved it. But idk which one to choose for my AANP. Dr. Fitzgerald, Sarah Michelle, Archer? Or any other suggestions ?
Realizing I do not want to do family practice. Any suggestions??? I want to eventually just be an independent contractor or open my own specialized clinic. My heart is with the substance abuse population, mental health and also wellness. But I really do not want to be working for someone else 5 days a week but I don’t mind working for myself 5 days a week while doing what I love.