I’m worried my family think that ASMR is sexual after finding out I watch it. [discussion]
So long story short- my YouTube is still logged into my parents tv at home. They got curious last night I guess and went through my YouTube. 😬 I watch ASMR frequently and have since I was like 13. It’s literally been the only thing to help me calm down and relax so effectively, which is a life since I have OCD and AdHD. I know what ASMR is, and what the purpose of it is, but I’m very embarrassed since the ASMR that works the best for me can come off as slightly “sensual” to someone who doesn’t know why it is. I listen to mouth sounds mostly (controversial trigger I know), and trigger words. I don’t know why it works so well for me but it does. Anyways my niece sent me a video of my ENTIRE FAMILY going through my YouTube and watching this to see what it was. By entire family I mean my mom, dad, my niece, and my GRANDMOTHER. All of them watching a video of a girl doing up close mouth sounds to a microphone. They’re also hella conservative so I know they’re clutching their pearls. I am 10000% sure they think it’s sexual. Ughhhhh😭 how do i explain myself. Mind you though, I am a 22 year old woman so it’s kinda on them for getting nosey and going through my shit.