I asked what’s coming in love for me i’ve been single and broken up with my ex for almost 2 years and there was a third party but I’m confused why he shows up he shows up as king of pentacles and an emperor sometimes but we don’t have any aces for me to think this emperor is someone new can anybody help? Also this manara oracle has zodiac placements below the card they help!
Hi everyone
I’m an empath and a newer devotee to Hecate, and I'm still learning how to navigate working with her. Recently, I've been having annoying, heavy dreams, so I decided to do a cleansing and release ritual to clear out the negativity from my space and spirit.
Here is what I did during the ritual:
• Opened my window to let everything out and it was morning.
• Lit candles and incense.
• Used a Greek invocation/chant focused on releasing negativity, driving away shadow, and purifying my space.
• Meditated and prayed, and laid out a Thoth Tarot spread (featuring cards like Art/ Temperance and Swords).
• Offered her a fresh peach at the end and thanked her, explicitly closing the ritual and asking for peace.
What happened during & after:
• During the ritual, I felt a very heavy presence, but as I continued praying and meditating, my window suddenly slammed shut by itself, and I instinctively closed the curtains.
• Right after, I felt much lighter, but I also suddenly started crying-it was a deep, emotional wave of her presence. • However, later that night, things took a severe turn: I was hit with a sudden, overwhelming wave of intense depression, , and heart palpitations deep sadness, and crying.
• Currently (the next day/period), I am dealing with physical fever, body aches/fatigue, an airy/dizzy head. I also noticed the peach I offered her spoiled very quickly, which added to my anxiety.
As an empath, I feel like her energy was just too dense or heavy for my nervous system to process. Did I do something wrong, or is this a common "Hecate's hangover" / energetic burnout? Is it that i don’t get along with her? Have any of you experienced this kind of heavy depressive crash and physical flu-like state after working with her?
Any advice or reassurance would be deeply appreciated!
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