u/Medical-Tourist9888

I've been wondering about this for a long time. I frequently feel socially awkward but do NDs see me that way? Am I socially awkward? Childish? Just fine? Almost normal? Or something else? I would love to know but I'm not neurotypicals so I will never and it drives me crazy. If only I could get to know what goes on in their brains when they interact with me.

Of course I could ask people how they perceive me but apart from like 2-3 people in my life, how do I know they answer truthfully and don't just say nice things to try and make me feel better?