u/Mediocre-Corner-2971

Salam,
Hope you are all well. Just wanted to know if you knew more than me about Psylocibin and it it's Halal within a certain context
1 am actually about to start again in a month but was wondering if it was actually Halal
I have microdose last year over the course of 3 weeks, 0.25 to 0.5 once every week. The effect lasted for a bit less than a year.
I have ADHD and i do not want to take medication for it. This has helped me a lot. My anxiety was gone for months, my thoughts are clear, i am more productive and organise in my thoughts.
This has helped me stopped smoking, and getting rid slowly of few addiction i had, and as overall, feeling exitement for normal things that my brain have a hard time to process.
There has been an increase of interest by doctors to the benefit of micro-dosing toward depression and PTSD but no fatwa regarding this.
Anyone who would know more? This would help me so much to feel again like normal and not having this 7373738 windows opened in my brain and i do not want to be on anti depressant

Salam,

Wanted your honest opinion, as to if I should have another approach with my family or if i’m doing something wrong. My parents are very good people.

As summary, grew up in the west, but didn’t really have an Islamic up bringing. In a sense whereby the only thing we knew about Islam was fasting and not eat pork. That’s it.

I’m now 38 and i have done the learning myself, from reading and
Studying the Quran, haddiths, watching scholars and sheik from different schools.

This has bought a sentiment of resentment that ive shut down or stay away from, putting the blame in a sense on my upbringing. For exemple, never did i know until i was adult that prayer was mandatory. Been told that hijab was only mandatory when you are old after doing haj and so many other things.

When i had a conversation with my mom, she said that she didnt know either and it was another generation.

This aside, i often ask if my parents ever read the Quran. Never did, my mom say she is busy. ( she’s 72)

I had this urge or learning how to pray so ive checked on youtube and I couldn’t understand anything. So i book a flight ticket back home and asked my mom to teach me. It’s like it wasnt her priority. I couldnt understand, and was always asking if i wanted to go out shopping instead of focusing on that. I was so angry and frustrated that it bought me up to tears so i litterally gave up on asking. Went back home, i found a wonderfull video, and i learned everything by myself, to the point where i now even teach my mom some stuff she didnt know

Now i am very scared and annoy. one part is for my dad. I live aboard and i call them everyday. I often ask if my dad pray today and she’s always, i’m not sure. So I call him. Today again when i asked him, his answer was, there’s football and he shut this conversation so i explained to him again, he is 78, he is not 20 years old and reminded him that the first thing Allah will do is to ask about his prayer. I called back and my
Mom said he is doing it now. But i feel like i really have to check on that because no one reminds him at home this duty. I told my mom that she had to do it too. She said it’s already a big thing that he started praying

My aunty told me that i will push him away if keep asking him. My mom told me that religion is personal and should not tell him all the time to check on him.

He’s also never been to a masjid, and no one wants to have this conversation with him - i know my brother tried but did not insist.
He’s not going there because he is ashamed as his arabic is broken and for whatever reason, does not want to.

I was randomly talking about haddith to my mom and i mentioned that i start slowing down on music so inchallah i will stop soon. And i got the lecture about, oh you’re like a salafi, we’re moderate muslim, in which i replied, what on earth is that even mean “ moderate islam”. The moderate islam end up not teaching anything to your kids for me to discover everything by myself day by day.
I shouldnt have say that, i will apologise tomorrow.

I am Genually scared for my dad, do you think i am pushing too much ? ( im not checking everyday but when i call and if i remember that this is the time of prayer for him and he pick up his phone, then ill ask questions)

Thank you so much