u/Mediocre-not

i f(24) think i caught gonorhea from my ex, i only ever have sex with him so it must be him because i was a virgin when i met him. i broke up with him because i found out apparently he sleep and fuck around with both men and woman. it took me a long time to finally do a full check up because my discharge is getting weird. so i already got shot and taken my antibiotic.

the clinic told me to contact my past partner to inform him about the diagnosis so he can get check too but i dont even want to reach him out after all he have done to me.

ive been trying to find similar stories to feel like it’s not that bad and not the end of my life, if anyone have any advice for me i would appreciate it. thank you