What's causing me all this suffering?
I have had extreme attachment issues and worry of abandonment for as long as i know. anytime something even small goes wrong i always thing of self harm or suicide but yet it comes and goes so quickly, and on top of that every relationship i have had has been unstable because of these attachment issues and because everytime i feel as if im being replaced or their losing feelings i get sad and shaky to when they finally reply angry and ignoring, for example replying extremely dry or immediately confronting them angry even if they only left me on delivered/ read for a couple hours and have a good reason. immediately after that i then feel horrible and sad and depressed and can't stop apologizing.
Could this be related to a medical condition? or am i just extremely paranoid?