u/Medium_Sweet7782

My eye is in pain I can't close my eyes or it will hurt more so now all I do I stare at the ceiling all i want to do is curl up and die

I feel like I am stupid I tell myself I am smart and all that shit but I still feel useless I don't kill myself because I am a wuss and am scared of pain and I know nobody would give a shit. My friend all pretend they are fucking fakers because to me their life is perfect. Sure there is this person I like but they rarely reply and don't understand he is all like I don't think self harm is ever the answer, and this guy is not in a situation where killing themselves would be better than living on this shit ball with plants and water.