Who even am I?
I don’t know. I often rely on others to describe me as a person, because I myself cannot grasp my own existence.
It feels assuring hearing what other say, even if they sometimes sound bad, like an anchor keeping me at bay. A friend of mine said I could read people’s personality really well, we were at a store talking about which keychain characters we would be.
That statement rings in my mind sometimes, both assuring but also making me think how I can read people’s characters but I can’t read my own.
One example of how I ask people how I am as a person is by asking them “what character from [insert show] would I be?” Or “which ability/weapon would I have” and it feels so assuring hearing their answers.
When it comes to this, I do feel bad every time I ask as it probably gets annoying after a bit.