u/Mindless-Sea2160

I am a 15 year old boy who feel insecure of my own body and I hate how I look and how fat I am and I wanna change as a person I wanna change how I look how I act how am all i do is bedrott and be lazy and I always fine excuses to not do it and I always feel like I need validation from some one to fit in and every time I talk to god I only talk to him when i need something pls help me