u/MindlessElk2203

I took a tbc gummy on the forth of July that my mom gave me to get through the event. Was in a lot of pain. Was a one time thing.I live in Oklahoma but my pain doc is in north Texas. It popped up on the drug test but I don’t see them again till oct am I screwed ?
I can’t find a copy of my pm contact. Been seeing them sense feb 2026 And they just put me on tramadol the same appointment they drug tested me on the 7th.
Kinda hoping they give me a slap on the wrist. But I’m worried they will fire me over it.

I’ve been chronically ill since feb 2025. They still don’t know what’s wrong with me. But I’ve been pushing for a back mri due to extreme back pain and issues walking. I am now having bad hip pain due to the back pain I think. But it’s so painful everyday.
My insurance keeps denying my back mri. And then the mri place cancels last min. This is the 2nd time this has happened. I’m seeming a pain dr. But nothing I do takes the pain away. It’s so hard to get up and do anything. Even a short walk kills my hips and legs.
Being stuck in bed all day(only time I go out is for physical therapy and appointments) what can I do to find purpose. I’m feeling hopeless. Like my life will go nowhere.
I want to be able to go back to work at some point and go back to being independent.
How do I keep myself going? What have yall done to give yourself a purpose?