Ever feel like youre too mindful or self aware?
Sometimes it feels like its a hindrance. Like its harder to connect with people, the average person, the majority who lack self awareness. Feels like you're the odd one out, not looking for distractions and trying to be present in the moment. Connection for you feels different, deeper, more intentional and thats what you search for but struggle to find. You dont care to spend the energy trying to connect with those who arent on the same wavelength.
Ive been finding it harder and harder. Realistically it is being in the minority thats done the work and constantly is working towards the best version on myself not only learning from my mistakes and patterns but observing others taking lessons from them. Not sure if I'm alone in this or how to navigate it.