Wife of CD that's gotten the ick
I have been with my CD husband for over 3 years now. He showed me pictures of him dressing like a cheerleader, and as a kardashian one year for halloween, then officially told me about a month into our relationship. I was fine with him dressing up and even dressed up with him at times, even went out one day and got matching dresses, but a little over a year ago he tried to sit on my lap while he was dressed up and it made me feel uncomfortable, since then it's been meh I don't want him to stop but I rather tune it out when he does. I can tell he is upset by the change, and I've felt like a bad person despite him telling me I shouldn't feel like a bad person. I told him how him sitting on my lap made me feel uncomfortable, and he apologized and said he shouldn't have done that. He's mentioned a couple times going to drag shows again and going to the drag bar in our city, but I'm worried about running into someone we knew. I know he really wants to do this, and I want to support him as he's supported me, but I can't shake the feeling of it making me uncomfortable.