u/Miserable-Release200

I’ve grown this interest in physics. I think I’ve set in on quantum physics and engineering as my choice of study. I have very little mathematical knowledge ( The basics ), I know that is an area on which I need to commit time and energy towards. Does anyone have any advice for someone like me who wants this. Any resources that can help me, or at the very least get my foot into the door. There is only so much YouTube can teach.

I’ve been diving into conspiracy theories over the last 5 years and am fully committed. I like reading more than I like watching videos. Does anyone have any reading material you recommend I check out to satiate my curiosity? I like movies too, or even adventures to certain places. let me know.