Need help selecting best demon and ritual to overcome obsessive, intrusive thoughts
My life was fine, I was fit and happy, raising my kids well, looking after my home, successful career, spiritually grounded, happy with my looks and energy, loads of hobbies. Then my fiance of 5 years, (who was obsessively in love with me the entire time, so much that it could be suffocating) decided to push me into marriage one final time. For whatever stupid reason then, I said no, Im not feeling it. He left, somehow detached from me quickly, met a new girl immediately. He did call me a few times and cried that he still loves me and wants me, but when I ask him to return to me, and tell him I want to marry him, he says he cant. Since then (its been 3 months) Ive become broken. Im obsessed with him, I struggle to work, I cant eat and lost loads of weight, I started smoking and drinking, I dont cook and only order takeout for my kids.
My entire life has gone to shits, my health, my home, my career. Im in constant pain and obsession.
Theres no way of switching his commitment back to me. So I need to protect myself and remove him from my brain so I can reclaim my life.
Ive tried pathworking from Lucifer and the Hidden Demons (had success with this a few years ago), but nothing. I petitioned Dantalion to change my thoughts and give my power back to me...nothing.
Does anyone have any suggestions or tips, or similar experiences?
Edited to add: I need to give praise to Dantalion for all the smaller requests that were delivered with efficiency and at high speed. I really enjoy our connection.