u/Missratgirl

thinking of quitting but I’m going to wait it out until December to take my 2 month leave for the cold season so that’s why I’m still here but yeah its rlly hard

hello everybody, I left early work today because I generally couldn’t take it anymore I tend to have really bad OCD flareup on my period. I can see it by the way people look at me and body language that they’re uncomfortable being around me . I feel guilty because I don’t mean to offend people by and I don’t know why I have it it’s like this weird compulsion where the first thing my eyes will go to is their private parts like chest. I know people have told me to just accept it, but it has just been really problematic and I definitely been talked about.People have been warning people about me ( I haven’t done anything wrong just looking in the wrong places but I really do feel creepy) have you guys tried medication anything I’m really desperate at this point. It’s making work really hard for me. And I really need this job for college thank you!

I’m tired of the passive aggressive comment, I’m tired of people giving me weird looks, I’m tired of people gossiping about me, I’m tired of coworkers being friendly to me and ignoring me the next , I’m tired of the stares i just want people can just ask what’s up with me and try to figure out why I’m doing this instead of people calling me weird I already feel like a monster and my coworkers ignore me and its clear I am not the manager favorites :(

One of my managers is leaving invited everyone but me and talked bad about me saying I’m creepy and weird. I been also noticing a lot of my coworkers I used to talk too now stop and I just know why because my managers been telling people to not talk to me and they been treating me weird people giving me weird looks and passive aggressive comments towards me. I legit cant leave because I need this job but what can I do?

Somehow I still have my job and even got promoted? I still don’t know how but some of my managers are alright w me but they have doubts about me ofc one of them is nice to me and the others don’t like me my coworkers who used to be friendly towards me stopped talking to me and avoid me and people in general don’t talk to me which is fine but I can’t help and wonder do I try and tell people about my ocd? I Genuinely hate making people uncomfortable. People give me weird looks and when I’m around it seems like everyone goes quiet people just seem to avoid me in genuinely and obviously there’s been rumors about me since one of my coworkers who was friendly to me and one of my coworkers saw and they were definitely talking about me and that coworker stopped greeting me all together.

It happen again now I’m a million times sure they were talking about me as I heard my name Idk if I should quit people are definitely going to talk about me what to I do? I have an another manager who I feel is very understanding do I explain to them? I also have autism too so idk please help Im crying

I think my job is finding out and it’s so embarrassing I saw my managers in a group and I’m pretty sure they were talking about me. I don’t want to quit but either that they might fire me. Do you guys have jobs and if so what?

I have the ocd of looking at private parts it doesn’t matter it can be a girl who I don’t find attractive and I’ll still look it’s very disturbing and it makes other uncomfortable. Ill even look at men too but it slowly got better but I work in a warehouse and since they wear tank tops I would have to pray they wont talk to me 🥲 I always dread coming to work because of this I’m scared I’ll get fired at any minute.

I have so many dreams and aspirations but my my staring ocd makes thing so much harder. I want to be a nurse but the fear of making my patients uncomfortable is making me not pursue this career I lost friends jobs and family members because of this. I ruined my reputation i fear . I’m afraid I’ll never live the life I want . I don’t know if I did something in my past life to deserve this but I want it gone I want to have friends and hang out with the girls but I can’t . I feel perverted . I’m afraid I’ll never keep a job. I just want to disappear

Everytime I think I’m looking at the eyes they always think I’m looking at their chest and even I’m not 🥲 any ideas why I look at them in the eyes but idk if my peripheral vision but I dont like making people uncomfortable

So I been working here almost a month and since me and this other girl was the new hire I decided to be friendly to her which I was however the times I waved or smiled at her she would ignore which is fine and I stopped. However she been saying to people I look at her and I’m always on her direction which is weird because we are in the same area so of course I would go in that direction however every time I’m next to her in pack she would get upset and be asked to move since I made her uncomfortable which is weird because i didn’t do anything to her! I guess the times we would lock eyes because she would look at me but I always look past . I am a bit more shy and reserved shes more outgoing and like her friends also don’t like me? Like they try to be nice but I can see that they don’t like me and I don’t know what I’m doing wrong will i get fired like they always look at me and whisper about me!