u/Mobile-Hippo2497

For those unfamiliar, which I find hard to believe with how long it has been commenting under posts. There's this bot going around for years always commenting under any military content about being a woman in their 20's to 30's wanting advice on being a SEAL.

Maybe I need to make a tinfoil hat but I'm genuinely wondering if this is some sort of propaganda to make women want to be the first or if this is just ragebait that has been going on for years. And I know someone is going to joke and say it might be so they can get more ship scrapers but I doubt they need like two more people every other third year.

You‘re offered 10 million dollars if you decide to start deliberately make social media content people find cringe and figure out a way to use your platform to become the top 1% in your niche.

You can either pick your niche or have it be randomly selected for an extra 10 million. In this scenario, your niche could be anything like being a famous chef, dancer, actor, or athlete. The 1% goal could range from getting a being a signed athlete to being model of the year. This percentage doesn’t have to stay the same, if you can mange to complete the tasks set for you fast enough. If you hit these tasks with enough time left, the percentage of the major goal increases, so you could go from trying to be model of the year to modeling in one fashion show.

You have no exact deadline for the picked goal, so as long you’re hitting completing task on time you could do this for a while. However, depending on what you get, you still have to deal with social opinion. So if you ended up with any goals that are heavily reliant on age, you’re screwed unless you’re the seconded coming. Also your niche has to be something that is desired to the general public, so you can’t a top 1% plumber or fisher.

You have to start where you‘re right now. For those with family and other factors those will be taken care of once you start accomplishing the tasks that are set for you. Said task would be like reaching a certain follower count by a deadline. Until then, this will be a weird midlife crisis for those around you and contuine to be but there’s no need to worry that you’ll take from the life savings.

On the topic of life savings, the way you make money has to be through social media. So you could start UGC shit or recording at your job. You also can stack on other niches for more money and to see if it can help you with your first goal.

Your niche also has to be something that you have interest in and would embarrass you to do badly at first. I.e you can’t pick singing if you would be alright posting your ass singing voice.

An example of this scenario would be becoming a kaigai idol. For those not on TikTok, kaigai idols are a group of people who tend to be heavily bullied on the internet for their goal of being an idol. They’re people who are outside of Japan who aspire to be an idol and usually are in some cases. Common bullying points for those idols are usually their appearance, talent, and identity.

As an aspiring kaigai idol, you would first have to post videos of you introducing yourself and performing. Your first task would to be reach 10k in 2 weeks and if you don’t meet your task, you have to post more socially cringey things that make you harder to defend. Once it’s settled that enough people dislike your ass, you then have to go on a journey of improving. Your goals would then be catered to the ways you improve, like having multiple videos defending you and so on.

Now if you can’t accomplish the goal or you want to throw in the towel, it has to depend on where you’re at. If you at a decent enough range, like you’re a popular artist but you didn’t reach a goal of like working with famous artist. You’re stuck being a bittersweet story of a person not making and holding on to their 5 minutes of fame. And if you were completely shitty, then you’re like those failed f1 drivers that everyone loves to make fun of who should have never started in the first place.

Sorry if this is confusing but I'm just so tired. I'm F19 and I've been going back forth with my parents on moving out for the past two ish years now. I have so much brain fog that I can't even type this out the way I want to. I feel like I'm so stuck and I can't do anything. I only have one class I'm taking and I have a C+ in it. I can still submit the work to move it up, but it's pathetic that I couldn't keep the A I was having for the first few weeks.

I feel drained all the time despite getting back on schedule with my sleep and getting that 7 to 9 hours. I've felt this way for years and I never know how to explain to anyone. I saw my university's counselor and I tested high for depression but I would have to deal with my parents about getting medication.

I just need a break from my family. I have never been away from this family ever. I can never be mad so I have so much built up frustration that makes me want to bang my head against the wall and I have. Every time I express anything about being tired of this house, my mother argues that she feels the same and basically invalidates my feelings.

I'm honestly considering a inpatient mental health center but while I want a break, I also need to focus on moving out to the college I want to go to. And even if I'm the one who admits myself the chances I have accomodations that can aid with that is slim. And I don't want to go back home when if I do OPT. I can try to reach out to the university counselor again but I don't know what resources she can give me.

I can't afford a hotel (with the check in age often being 21 too) and my mother also doesn't want me to work. Even if I do get a job I would still have to come back home. The military is another option but I don't think it would be right for me at this moment. In my opinion I don't think I would go well mentally if I gave up everything and went to the military. For me, I thought about it as an option years down the line, not right now.

To make it even worse for either option I'm on Nexplanon and I've been on my cycle for weeks off and on. I recently got estrogen to combat it but I think stress is making it worst. (Just my guess) And from what I have seen both of my options are terrible when it comes to cycles. I also don't have my licence either and my father said he's not going to drive with me if I don't have a plan for college or life if I don't do college.

I also don't have any friends I can crash with. I genuinely have nothing and I'm spiraling. I'm crying in my bed everyday and everytime I do anything I want to bang my head. I just want to be able to fix myself and fix my life but nothing is working. I need to take accountability and figure this out but I feel so frustrated.