Working As An Admin Made Me Give Up My Dream of Teaching
I worked in Admissions for the past year, and I loved my job. It was fun being around students, doing events, being collaborative, etc. Everyone I worked with was so friendly and positive, and it felt like coming to work with friends every day. But my dream job was to teach history. History was my undergraduate degree, and I wanted to eventually go on to be a professor.
I got a new job as the Administrative Assistant in the same History Department where I earned my B.A. degree. I now work directly with the Department Chair, who is lovely. But the snobbery of the faculty has completely turned me off from what I wanted to do. My first week on the job, two professors whose classes I took, told me that this job is "beneath me." I hate this attitude. None of us are "too good" to take any job, whether it be office work, a grocery store, or flipping burgers. I'm thankful (especially in this job market) to have any job at all with benefits and a retirement plan. But more than that, I have friends and family that work similar jobs. It's insulting to them to speak that way.
My coworker who has worked in this department for five years said she's been yelled at by faculty on more than one occasion, just for trying to help them and doing her job. She said many of them are rude and look down on us. As I've been working here, I've heard professors talk poorly about each other, about students, about other staff members. Our department isn't doing well at the moment, and I understand faculty are stressed about a lot of things, but the nasty behavior and egos are completely out of line. If this is what working in a department is like, I want no part of it.
I took the university jobs because if I work for the university, I get three free classes a year. I wanted to use those classes to complete my MA in History, but now I'm considering Student Affairs and Higher Education instead, so I can go back to working closely with students and university events. I loved doing that, and everyone was so much kinder to each other. I'm also looking for a new job at the university to preserve my mental health.