I lost my husband - bereavement in academia
I recently lost my husband (a senior academic), suddenly and totally unexpectedly. I am in my mid 40s and on a fixed term fellowship. Alongside this, my husband and I worked together a lot.
It is like a nuclear bomb has gone off in my life and everything has been razed to the ground. The grief is unbearably painful. But alongside it, I am worried about everything - money, precarity, my ability to keep writing and publishing while I feel the worst I have ever felt.
If anyone has walked in my shoes or has any advice I would be so grateful.